tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13276034726120902772024-03-12T22:04:17.017-07:00Modern Circuit RidersRoberta Hayeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07983901289185030743noreply@blogger.comBlogger61125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1327603472612090277.post-88823793193385761692022-03-19T18:53:00.003-07:002022-03-19T18:53:53.129-07:00Catch-up<p> I normally don't post 2 in one day but ...
</p><p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">I haven't updated this blog since Nov.
of 2020. I kept my journal all that time; however, I just never uploaded
anything, because a friend and I started a new school in our
community and it took all my extra time. I have posted several posts catching you up ... do check them out :)<br /></p>
Roberta Hayeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07983901289185030743noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1327603472612090277.post-42880623521730629782022-03-19T18:49:00.005-07:002022-03-19T18:49:53.440-07:00Trying to re-focus on God and not things/people!<p>
</p><p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">March 19 – The twins have been acting
much better since we’ve had our talk; however, I’ve been
ostracized by most everyone else in the school! Even the 6th grade boy and his
mom quit coming on Mon. and Tues.! I don’t know what to do about
this! I haven’t done anything wrong and no one is coming to me
personally and telling me why they are tiffed! Except the 6th grader's mom,
saying that the twins are too disrespectful and pick on her son and
they don’t want to work with them. I need to actually be working
with him by himself because he really is at a different level, yet
not at his grade level. But I don’t have the time
to work with him, because the twins need constant babysitting! Thank
goodness for Spring Break, because I need to get away from there!
I’ll be going in this week though to clean the entire place! Do I
even get appreciated for anything I do? NOOOOOOOOOO</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">My granddaughter contacted me several times this
past week and a half – she’s been doing a lot of horse camp stuff
- learning a lot about horses, cleaning, learning various ways of
riding, whatever they do at a horse camp. She sent me a picture of
herself after a particularly dirty day. I’m so glad at least one
of my family is talking to me. I’ve spent 2 months trying to call
my mom and she won’t answer or return my calls, so by the end of
February, I quit calling. They know where I am. My daughter, Laura,
texted me ‘happy birthday’ Feb. 27th – no ‘mom’ attached or anything
– just generic. She’s not talking with me either. Just like the
Bible says, that “in that day, their hearts will be cold” …
This is a spiritual battle and the battle belongs to the Lord. The
only thing I can do is to keep praying and interceding for them.
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">William and I have been excitedly
talking about a new (and I think is the correct one) spin on Daniel
and Revelations. Now, all along, we always knew that Revelations –
the Revealing of Jesus – isn’t a doomsday book – it’s where
God’s people are given revelation, as they need it, to make it
through to the end. We are almost to the end – what if ‘they’
got it all wrong. I was raised Seventh-day Adventist, went to the
academy, etc. and etc. I’ve always, since a kid, been a scholar of
the ‘end days’, because since I was a kid, I believed I was
living in the last days. The ‘Cabal’ is the Babylon spoken of
on Revelations! That is what is being exposed and coming down now!
It is the World System, the One World Order (and the leaders thereof)
that are the anti-Christ! Yes, one world leader will rise up –
tribulation; however, being tied to that money, global system is
Babylon – and anyone bowing to that evil (Mark of the Beast – the
‘jab’ is so full of evil stuff!), going along with the system (so
as not to ‘make waves’, compromising, giving in so as not to
‘look bad’ to others, etc.) in any way is taking the Mark! Now
is the time to stand for truth in all its forms!
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Anyway, we have been preaching for
years that we are about to see the greatest revival the world has
ever seen – and we are finally there! World revival is sparking
out everywhere and before the next few years is out, the world-wide
revival will be so huge, so encompassing, that there will be no where
left on earth that hasn’t heard about Jesus. Signs, miracles, and
wonders are happening all over, the dead are being raised – over
600 by David Hogan’s group alone (Mexico)! God has to expose truth
(doing that now world-wide) in all aspects of life to everyone in
order to pour out his judgment on the unbelievers. The line is
being drawn now! You’re either on the side of ‘good’ or on the
side of ‘evil’ – there is no more fence-riding! There will a
period of time (7 more years, 40 more years?) of God’s Kingdom in
action all over the globe, then the tribulation, then Jesus comes and
establishes his 1,000 year Kingdom as it says in the Word. We’ve
been watching the ‘Two Prophets’ Youtube channel – all the
world catastrophes going on the past couple years – unprecedented.
The earth is ‘groaning’ already! King Jesus is about to
establish is Kingdom on this earth! Very little time is left – the
evil ones are being exposed at a rapid rate now, but they will still
do more damage as they ‘go out the door’. We cannot be
side-tracked by that; but rather, keep focused on God and Truth! The
evil has to be exposed (the old house torn down) in order to ‘clean
up’ the mess (rebuild the house). There are the people being
killed for sacrifice (in the thousands daily/weekly) by the Cabal and
all the Satanists around the globe (abortion AND all the other ritual
killings, as well as the innocent who, for exposing it, get killed) –
it’s a fact – the underground (tunnels, DOMs) world was huge (are
being taken out, several already, more to come) and that evil society
is coming down in Jesus’ name! This news if finally being exposed
to the main masses (hidden by the fake news for so long) by this
Ukraine war – the Russians are the good guys! They are targeting
and exposing the evil that the ‘elites’ of the world have created
in the Ukraine! God has finally had enough and is cleaning house!
Not only in his ‘body’, the church, but in the world. (Raw News
has been a good one to watch for the truth news). Quit watching the
fake news – all they do is lie! They were bought and owned a long
time ago by the Cabal.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">We’ve been meeting at the school every
night this week for prayer – prayer for revival mostly, covering
the Salem tent meetings going on right now. I went with Denessa last
weekend (13<sup>th</sup>) and was quite disappointed. I wanted to
get into a fired up, prayer and praise group with lots of people and
we walk into the tent across from the State House and there are 4
people in there! It didn’t get to be more than a dozen by the end
of the day when we left; however, someone sent us
video via Denessa’s phone on our way back and the place was full!
However, our time there was well spent (in prayer) and talking with a
couple people I know God set up.</p><p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">I know I've been too negative lately (I'm tired of being 'beat up'!) and need to re-focus. I know I am doing what God asked me to do during this time (the school), but it is so much harder than I expected it to be. I need to keep my eyes on God and not what is going on around me and try to keep positive. <br /></p>
Roberta Hayeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07983901289185030743noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1327603472612090277.post-29618809959693885152022-03-10T18:37:00.004-08:002022-03-19T18:42:53.622-07:00Does it ever end?<p>
</p><p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Feb. 28 – I’m so tired of
everything going on at school. The 10<sup>th</sup>
grade girl and that typical teenage attitude of “I know everything, you
know nothing”. I did a whole-class assignment (short story,
narration – in her book even!) and she said ‘no’, so Denessa
got on her about it for being disrespectful. And it blew up from
there – now she says that I don’t know how to teach art or music
and that she and the 10th grade boy need to take over! I don’t care, I’m so
frustrated by it all anyway! I try to do a lesson and the kids won’t
quit talking and listen to how to do it and then they get frustrated
because they can’t do it, etc. and etc. I was giving her and the 11th grader guitar lessons, then he decides he doesn’t want to do it
anymore and then she wanted to switch to Violin, which I
accommodated, then she throws this fit! I actually asked the 10th grade boy way
before all that if he would be willing to teach them guitar since he
was far better (I don’t even practice and haven't played in years!) and he said he was too
busy. I haven’t even gotten into some of my cool art assignments
because of the kids’ attitude and disrespect. I’m at a loss –
I don’t want to be there any longer! I’m tired of always being
the bad guy when I didn’t even do anything wrong!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">I share my stories with people in order
to help them understand something I’m teaching Biblically, and I
share them for their benefit – to see that they can overcome evil
with Jesus’ help, etc. Why am I even bothering?! I sent Denessa another e-mail:</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">“I got to thinking
about the episodes last fall and again now, they all began with
teenagers … now we all know, they don't have a brain yet! (it
is up to us to help mold it for the good of the community as well as
service to God) You know what I mean; they think they know
everything … it goes with the age – every generation for
thousands of years. Why in the wide, wide, world of sports do
these parents not see that 'the teenagers' speak and everyone bowed
down and repeated the gossip, spreading the poison … covertly, of
course. Creating the fall guy for everyone to tread lightly
around, wishing they wern’t there …. I see the 'spiritual
side' of this – which is what the repeated battles are – war
which “isn't of flesh and blood, but of spiritual forces ...”
Everyone needs to quit doing the narrative the rest of the country is
doing – divide and destroy – the very thing they are all out
there going to meetings and protests about – they themselves are
propagating within the walls of the church/school that GOD CREATED IN
THE FIRST PLACE! You know the spiritual beginnings of this
whole undertaking and not only that, but the incredible wisdom and
insight God gave us both in putting this whole thing together.
Never has a project gone so well for me – and I've been on tons of
boards, committees, etc. and etc. and held office, etc. and etc.
projects galore in the past – but God's hand was on this thing from
the get-go. Now, it is up to US, the physical/spiritual leaders
to keep in prayer AND to squash this snake for what it is – to get
the truth of the matter out in the open and make sure they understand
that murmerings and whisperings of LIES must come to an end. It
is obvious now that I am held in distain by all now, not even trusted
by the kids (I can see it) and so, I'm sorry, but they are no longer
listening to me, so it comes to you to call a meeting and set this
straight. The one thing, like I said to you on Sunday, I cannot
tolerate is that Witchcraft spirit and all the underlings that go
with it. That evil snake must be crushed for God to have his
purpose in this building/church/school that He has created. I
have gotten prophecy from two sources now regarding our school, in
relation to future events, kids, etc.) that God has a BIG purpose for
us and we MUST BE UNITED ON ALL FRONTS! I am not mad, I am
distressed that we allowed this to go on by not fully addressing it
last fall. We hid it under a blanket for awhile, but no more.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">I personally do not
hold anger (I actually check out pretty good on that list – not to
brag, but to say I do self-inventory often[I had presented Denessa
with a ‘moral inventory’ list and she gave it to the kids]), but
I am extremely impatient when it comes to spiritual destruction
within my midst and nothing is done about it – we need to get
serious about prayer (and we do along with our group, always pray for
the school) and I know I was remiss in that. The times we are
in are critical for what is about to come. Like I said
yesterday, we are in the midst of rebuilding AND war AND tearing down
all at the same time (Nehemiah, Ezra) and it isn't easy. We are
charged with molding the characters of these children (and their
parents and grandparents) and we must keep in the forefront that we
are evangelists out to save them all. Therefore, they must be
taught spiritual truths as we go along and this is a big one!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">I got to thinking
about how you said something about my past schools coming up – I'm
wondering if they all missed the point I was making last Monday when
I talked about hugging kids – the whole point I was making (my
testimony in part) was that I was damaged at an early age, God healed
me, and I was sent out to minister to others likewise (3rd gr.
teacher) – the many damaged children I ministered to over the years
was them trusting me, coming to me, opening their hearts, crying on
my shoulder, and God healing them – in part or in whole at that
time. And when the national mandates went out in the early
2000's to 'not touch a kid in anyway' – my refusal at that time was
to say no, I will continue to minster to these children no matter
what anyone says. I guess I didn't explain things clearly or
some other message got out and got twisted … I don't know, but
whatever it is, it must be killed. Whenever I share with the
kids – in whatever form: personal experiences, education (lessons I
ask for), fun, whatever – I'm sharing from my 'wealth' from the
goodness of my heart to increase their wealth. The wise will
take heed. I may not be the best at 'how', but the source is
ALWAYS the same – I care and I want to see change for the better in
every part of our world – and this is the one part of the world I
was given charge of by God Himself to accomplish. Just like
Jesus said in the word: “the world first hated me, so too will they
hate you.” This is a spiritual war that we are in because we
are no of this world – Just like Jesus!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">I would like you to
use this and the past e-mail if needed to make sure EVERYONE involved
in this school understands. I hold no malice toward anyone, I
just want to do God's will without getting sick of stress in the
process – I've been feeling it come over me again the past couple
days! I don't have time, now the energy to go through a month
of that again.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">I found a great
follow-up for the 'moral inventory' list that we should talk about
(in fact, I've been going through this as well again), I've been
taking free classes from Dallas Theological Seminary - just finished
the Book of Jonah (this was the best one:
<a href="#_blank">https://courses.dts.edu/module-1/jonah-session-4/</a>)
- I'm working real hard with God to gain more patience and come up
with more ideas to use with difficult people ...</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">Constantly renew our
hearts and minds through self-evaluations – moral inventories.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">Taken from the Dallas
Theological Seminary's free classes:</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">The Book of Jonah:
<a href="#_blank">https://courses.dts.edu/module-1/jonah-session-1/</a>
”</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><br />
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">March 10 – Again, back-talk, kids
saying “no” – when I am only trying to help them! I am so
tired of this! No back-up from anyone, parents backing their kids
even when they are wrong! I’ve asked for parents to come in and
help (I have Mon. and Tues.) and one mom won’t help with the
twins because of how mean and disrespectful they are. I’m left to
myself to try to teach them (mostly against their will) and trying to
keep up with what everyone else is doing. There are only 4-5 kids
there on Mon. and Tues. because they don’t want to be there when I
am there! This lack of unity needs to stop! Another e-mail to
Denessa:</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">“[G] said
something last week that re-focused me ... again ... that it is the
souls of man that God is after. Nothing else matters, not the
daily things of this life. Last week he just randomly said:
"Until I came to this school, I never even heard about God."
That has really stuck with me when I came in this week and worked
with the boys. They were doing pretty good Tuesday, for the
most point, until afternoon - there was an issued with [G] on the
playground. Anyway, I put him in the music room for awhile to
think about it - he did and came out (the others were still at
recess) and we had a discussion about 'What would Jesus Do' and I
reminded him that was why we keep coming in day after day (all of us)
to learn how to treat each other - if the world acted like Jesus
taught it, wouldn't it be a better world? Well, this is our
world, how we treat each other makes a better or worse world?
Do you like what you see out in the world? Then why should we
bring it in here?
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">He seemed to think
about his and agree that we should make a better world here, etc.
I think this was the first time he put 2 and 2 together with these
concepts. I hope it starts reflecting, not only the way he
treats others, but maybe we need to bring this up to the entire
community there for morning devotion Thurs or Fri. Review of
the moral inventory, these 12 growth indicators (other e-mail), my
conversation (above), etc. Anyway, I am trying to keep in the
forefront of my mind at all times that this is all for the Glory of
God and to grow His Kingdom.”</p>
Roberta Hayeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07983901289185030743noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1327603472612090277.post-35740628217339423972022-02-20T18:13:00.001-08:002022-03-19T18:36:40.384-07:00More Problems<p>
</p><p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Feb. 8 – been watching a lot of
videos from “Turning Point”, listening to Mario Marillo and Kent
Christmas – awesome what God is doing now!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">I finally had to send an e-mail to
Denessa about what’s going on in the school. Again, secret
whispering, I’m the ‘bad guy’ because I am trying to get kids
to do their work (for THEIR good, not mine), create specialized work
geared to the kids, keep track of how the
other kids are doing, but they argue with me, back talk, say no, etc.
and etc. and I’m made out to be the bad guy! I’m trying to do
everything I can (lots of extra time creating lessons, etc.) to HELP
everyone and I get lied about and persecuted! So I sent an e-mail
to Denessa, because I’m tired of this – so tired, I don’t want
to do this anymore!:</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">“I feel like my
hands are tied - no matter which way I go, I get complaints. I am a
problem-solver and will come up with a solution ... if people will
work with me on it!<br />You have already witnessed my tendency: I am
an over-achiever, give 100+%, and 'get right on it' when I see a
problem; I look at the big picture of everything, then take it apart
to each and every detail and line 'all the ducks in a row'. I did
this when we opened the school, I did this when presenting the
curriculum, discussions at parent meetings, wrote everything they
wanted down and ran with it. When it all didn't work as expected,
again from discussions and experimentation, We did as asked: 'backed
off' curriculum intensity, more group 'fill in the gaps' with math
and language arts, fun days/extra learning days, focus on the 3-R's.
We have both put in a ton of time, effort, and $$ in to each and
every aspect of WHAT THEY ASKED FOR! I have asked for co-operation
for months on their part - we need more help - I put it on the
parents with the most need! I expect them to jump on it (we've waited
for months and we have had to do it all FOR THEM!) I expect them to
exhibit some responsibility and now my hands are tied because I've
done what they've asked for - now what??? They agreed that they
didn't want mediocre - isn't that what the public schools offer? Why
should we back down our standards (that all agreed to) from high
achievement ON ALL PARTS, ' doing our best' attitude to cater to some
who want to stay at mediocre? They need to make a choice! I'm there
to help, not waste my time or argue. I was very much reminded
yesterday and today why I retired in the first place!<br /><br />Am I
seeing this wrong? What now?”</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">I’m at a loss – I don’t know what
to do. As it was, almost every kid was way behind grade
level that they wanted to sign up for and I told every parent to
start with the year before, but NOOOOOOOO, they wanted what they
wanted and I tried to work with what they wanted. Then there was
overwhelmed, blow-outs last fall/early winter because everything was
too hard! Imagine that! I warned them! I tried to help by throwing
in weekly English lessons that they ALL needed to know and were
already touching on in their own books – just an extra help! The
parents complained that I was giving extra work! It was in THEIR OWN
ENGLISH BOOKS! All I got was complaints for this or that reason! I
again backed off! I am so stressed about everything that I don’t
want to do this anymore – if they don’t want my help, don’t
want my suggestions (which were right – proven so) – then what am
I doing there!? I’m only doing this because God says to and
because Denessa needs help.</p><p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</p><p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Feb. 20 – Sometimes I feel that we
are so ‘out of the action’ when I watch the awesome Canadians
fight for their country and for the Australians and the horrors they
are going through now, that I don’t feel I’m doing enough to
‘support the cause’ so to say. However, just starting the school
and doing 2 to 3 days a week in teaching (exhausting as it is) is
doing my part, just as important to standing up in a protest like
that. I just sit there and cheer on the Canadians, Australians, or
any other culture standing up for what is right. </p><p style="margin-bottom: 0in;"> Sometimes however, (like 2
weeks ago especially) I realized why I retired in the first place –
I came back home just a squawking away about other people’s bratty
kids and how I can’t stand sassiness, etc. and etc. But, this last
week was a good one overall – the kids weren’t too bratty. It
was cool watching the baby chicks grow (doubled in a week) in size.
They hatched (3 of a dozen eggs) on day 24 – last Friday and today
are 9 days old. They already have their wing feathers and some of
their tail feathers and are trying to fly out of the box! The first
day, we kept them in the incubator the entire day (we came to school
and found 2 hatched and a 3<sup>rd</sup> trying) and that evening put
them in a tote with straw and heat lamp. I had to go in that evening
and the next day and teach them how to eat (grind up their feed) and
drink. I rather enjoyed the process. They were so cute and tiny (2
black with yellow head –top, and another yellow and bigger –
banties and maybe a sexlink?) fluff balls. They’ve doubled in
size in a week.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">The other thing is where I know I’m
helping, just need to get the word out, is with Cheryl’s web page:
http://freedomstars.shop – Cheryl and Eli don’t make much money, so I’m
trying to help them out by building this page for them – Cheryl’s
been busy making stars (she’s made over 800 so far) but I haven’t
sold a one for her yet. I’ve advertised them on Gab and get a lot
of likes and visits to the website, but no sales. I don’t know
why. I’ve sunk over $60 into it so far and Cheryl all this time
making so many, I don’t want it to fail, but I don’t know what
else to do – I can’t advertise the normal ways like Facebook and Google since they are the ‘bad’ guys and it will be tagged and
taken down and attacked. At least this way, going through
conservative channels and keeping a low profile, I can keep it out
there for awhile and hopefully make her some $$ (I had hoped to sell
10,000 at least).</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">I have had to finally ‘give up’ on
my family (took me a long time mentally, etc. to get here). I had
been calling mom every week even tho since Christmas, she won’t
talk to me. She totally changed since Laura moved in with her –
mom was listening to reason and truth prior (about the mask, vaxccine,
political stuff), never had a problem going to visit, never had to
wear a mask before, never was she this paranoid; anyway, I also tried
calling Albert, but this time like the other few times I’ve tried,
he won’t answer nor will he return my call. So, I’m done. I
won’t call any more – they don’t want to hear from me, their
loss. I’ll continue to pray for them and believe God for their
salvation and one day, they may see the truth of everything; however,
I can no longer try to associate with them. They chose that, so I
will comply. I haven’t heard from my granddaughter for a couple weeks. I
don’t know what the deal is with that – why she contacted me to
begin with, does her mother know? If so, why won’t she call? What
lies is she telling her? Etc. and etc. The whole thing is too
complicated and I’m at the ‘oh well’ stage and don’t care any
longer. I’m glad sheis in touch with me and hopes she will
continue. I’ll just wait for her to contact me again.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;"> </p>
Roberta Hayeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07983901289185030743noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1327603472612090277.post-11825786563845977252021-12-30T18:04:00.004-08:002022-03-19T18:27:34.171-07:00Proclaim the Gospel!<p>
</p><p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">I do wish I kept up on my writing this
past year – it has been so packed and so many miracles … I got way too busy with the school.<br /></p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">God has been telling William now for
several months that we need to start back with proclaiming the Gospel
through singing Christmas Carols. So in November, he mentioned to
someone at the Patriot meetings that we were planning on doing this
(the only date he set was Dec. 23<sup>rd</sup> in Ashland, but said
he wanted to do this in Coos County as well), did they want to be
involved? Somehow, someone there took this on and set the dates and
printed posters, announced it to the Patriots and started with the
Dec. 4 Christmas Parade in Myrtle Point, in which our school got
heavily involved in. The kids all had built in previous weeks, their
Dirby cars (yearly contest held that evening at Hometown Hardware),
the kids dressed up for a live nativity where someone brought in a
donkey, 2 goats, 3 sheep, and the 10th grade girl had painted a portion of a camel
for background – it was awesome. Anyway, caroling was scheduled
for 6 pm and I assumed we were going to stand in front of the school
and carol, but instead, we all got on this decorated trailer pulled
by a tractor and we went through the parade caroling from the
tractor. I found out later while we were singing out lungs out, no
one could hear us! The whole time I was singing; however, I felt the
spiritual impact of singing about Jesus, the truth, the Gospel, etc.
that entire evening. Even specifically, whenever I said certain
words and phrases, I felt the ‘screams’ of the enemy as he fled.
Anyway, Christmas caroling was also scheduled in Bandon (18<sup>th</sup>)
and Coos Bay, North Bend (11<sup>th</sup>). It rained while we were
in Coos Bay, but about 15 or so came out to sing – same thing, I
felt the Spirit around and we saw evidence of impact from what we
were doing (via people stopping in the rain and listening, honking of
horns as people rolled their windows down, listened as they drove by.
North Bend we were inside Pony Village mall – some people just
walking by stopped and sang with us. Toward the beginning while we
were singing, some masked up guy got on his phone and called security
to throw us out; however, security had already given permission AND
he liked it! I know great warfare was taking place throughout each
caroling event.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">A side topic dealt with Max’s ex-wife
who had moved back into the area last summer. A couple time she had
tried to connect with me over the months, but I found her to be very
pushy and she irritated me (I know there’s a spiritual thing there
… long story) so I kind of kept her at a distance, even though we
continued to invite her to all gatherings – she showed up at Sunday
meetings a couple times, etc. I know she just wanted to fit in and
be helpful, but there’s something about her that really irritates
me and I don’t want to be near her. I know I’m not supposed to
be that way, but I think it is a familiar spirit thing and I’m not
the one to be working with her. She and her cousin Barb (one of my
art studio artists), wanted to make cookies and did so. Anyway, she
kept hounding me about the caroling events, dates, times, what we
were doing, etc. and I shared it with her as I got the information.
Somehow or another, she got it in her mind that I was in charge of
this whole thing and was getting nitpicky with me about some things
and I kept saying, “I don’t know, I’m not in charge,” yet
somehow she kept missing the part I wasn’t in charge! Well, she
ended up getting mad at me because of Dec. 4<sup>th</sup> – she
showed up at 6 with a couple people to sing, along with Max – they
went to the school, but the rest of us were already headed for the
float a few blocks away. Only about 5 or 6 people sang at the school
and she got mad at me because I and the rest of the singers were not
there! Anyway, I found out later that during that time, she got into
an argument with Max and he took off.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">The next day, I get this text message
from her:</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">“Well, we did it! Thank you for the
inspiration behind reaching Coos County for Jesus! [then she asked
for info about the other caroling events and she was giving me all
these instructions on how to pull off the Bandon event and telling me
to keep my phone on to take calls from people she was sending to me,
etc. and etc.] “since you are organizing the event and everything.
…” </p><p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Anyway, it REALLY pissed me off for some reason and I called
her and lit into her. I know I wasn’t right in doing so, but I DO
NOT LIKE BEING PRAISED FOR ANYTHING!! Putting that on me was really
not a big deal, but I took it as such for some reason and it really
made me hopping mad for days. I never told her I was in charge and I
never said she could give out my phone number, etc. and etc. It
doesn’t matter one way or another, I’ve been in charge of things
before, but that wasn’t the point. Anyway, I kept telling her
otherwise, gave her the schedule (where Bandon and Coos Bay were
swapped on another poster – I think there was more than 1 person
doing posters and got dates swapped – there was no coordination
between anyone. Anyway, I had to repeat myself several times and she
just wasn’t getting it and getting mad at me for giving her wrong
info! So, in the end, I never saw her on the 4<sup>th</sup>, I got
back and she wasn’t there. She showed up at Pony Village Mall and
then in Coos Bay, but was very subdued, didn’t really talk to me,
but I was too busy trying to lead the singing. I guess, though no
one said so, I became the leader for singing from the 4<sup>th</sup>
on. I about lost my voice several times. It just fell to me, no one
knew or said, but it just happened that way. Somehow from the
beginning, I knew that to be so that I was the appointed song leader
as in leading the Israelites in battle song – it was a Biblical
victory thing. She hasn’t talked to me (or visa versa) since.
Like I told William, I don’t know what to do about this since I
believe I am the wrong person to work with her. She is in serious
need of deliverance.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">William and I were sick in the weeks
leading up to Christmas (I started getting sick the week of
Thanksgiving with a head cold) – this flu acted different than
others. William got the worst of it because of asthma, so his lungs
got real full. I started with a head cold, it ended up in my chest
and I had a harsh, severe cough for a couple weeks. To this day, I
still cough too much with too much flem. Not only that, but both
William and I lost our sense of smell and taste – everything tastes
the same, and I know certain things should have had a strong smell,
and we smelled nothing. Real weird. Also, to this day, William has
way too harsh of a cough for the time it’s been and he’s still
using his breathing machine several times a day. I had to go to the
school 3 days a week anyway while I was sick (I think I had a fever
for a few of those days prior, so while in school, I just had the
severe cough), because Denesa had Jury duty and we are still unsure
of our volunteers at the school – when their kids are gone, there
go our volunteers! So we aren’t sure if we’re going to show up
and find that we are the only ones there (which has happened a couple
times) – we agree that one or the other of us has to be there at
least part of every day. Anyway, William hasn’t worked since Nov.
due to his back being out in Nov. for a couple weeks and then getting
sick – I think he worked a couple days in between, but God has
provided for all of our needs – 3 turkeys and 2 hams in the
freezer – pulled off a great Christmas (and Thanksgiving) dinner! </p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Chris moving in with us early Dec. and
John moving into our trailer in Oct. Now that was a story:
John text us one Thursday in Oct. on our way to Prayer meeting,
“help!” and that was it. So we immediately tried to call him,
couldn’t get him, text him and found out he was on the side of the
road with all his stuff having been evicted. So we spent the evening
rescuing him. Soon after, Denesa hired him a couple days a week to
deliver furniture for her furniture store. We had told him initially
that he needed to take this opportunity living here with us, to save
all his money to find his own place; however, as time went on, we
realized he was spending it too fast, not saving, going to that new
ceramic store and painting – all of which is his own business and
choice; however, we told him our trailer is not a permanent solution.
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Jon called us one day in early Dec. and
said, “Chris wants to move up there with you. We’ll be there in
a week. He finally quit the dollar store.” We saw this as an
answer to prayer and a total miracle. Chris has been on the streets
these past 4 years, lost and getting worse – schizophrenia,
paranoia, living in the public bathrooms – locking himself in for
days, refusing to communicate with family, then other times,
expecting Jon and Jen to take him in days on end, etc. I guess, he
one day recently, he crawled into his tent, opened his bible and got
set free. Not 2 days later, Jon shows up with Chris on our doorstep!
We were just getting used to the idea let alone doing something
about it (clean up the downstairs room, etc.)! Anyway, we were
shocked yet joyful that he was set free and in out of the cold. I’ve
noticed ever since, how clear-minded, God-seeking, joyful, and
interacting normally with us he has been. What a total miracle!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Also in October, my daughter moved in
with my mom. Mom has almost been totally bedridden for months now,
her roommate Debra died last month, Albert is getting sicker from
cancer of the lungs, etc. and is sleeping almost more than mom these
past few months. Anyway, I’m glad Laura moved in with her so she
could get the care she’s been needing; however, Laura,
unfortunately, has turned into her father – that over-controlling,
evil spirit that was on him, seems to be worse on her. Between her
rebellion from age 18 on getting worse and worse in deed and heart,
she is not my daughter – the daughter I raised is not evident in
her. Last Aug. when I went to visit her (first time I’ve seen her
since 2016), I could not believe how dark she had become.
Spiritually, physically – I saw no love, no joy, no happiness
whatsoever, no warmth, no familial ties, no words even to express
such, etc. She’s even worse now. Where William and I were gaining
ground with my mom Spiritually and Politically – she was actually
listening to us and saying she believed what we were saying, etc.,
Laura comes in and completely tears it all apart – not even mom
talks to me much anymore, let alone Laura. I told mom I was coming
down for the days before Christmas to visit her somewhere around
Thanksgiving. She was excited, yet gripped that I wasn’t staying
longer as well as through to her birthday – celebration the whole
time. I told her I couldn’t due to other obligations and she
gripped that I put others before her, etc. and etc. Anyway, the end
of it was that not only her, but Laura yelling so in the background,
“you cannot come in here without wearing a mast the entire time.”
I said no way. Now, this entire past year-and -a -half, she has
never once asked me to wear a mask around her, nor was she hesitant
(even in Aug. when I saw her) to hug me, etc. Now, she’s like
Gestapo insisting! No, it was a Laura, being a control freak over
mom now – she has taken charge (the devil sent in some big guns to
block mine or William’s words of salvation from getting through)
like a gate keeper now keeping me out. Prior to my visit to the
valley, Laura was very guarded in conversation with me, and very
short and vague. After I was home, she was all jovial and chatty –
it is she who does not want to see me! That was the situation last
October when both Laura and Kelly came to mom’s – they really
didn’t want to see me but they all plotted together to make me out
to be the bad guy and in the end, coming within 1 hour drive from my
house, yet made no effort to see me. (the spirit in them knows the
Spirit in me will whoop them)!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Arrived in the Rogue Valley Dec. 22<sup>nd</sup>
– stopped, almost like last minute, literally, at Steve's house. He had just gotten home and was still outside, hadn’t even
gone in yet. He was so excited to see us. I had noticed when we got
there, he was stooped over more than usual, looked sad and lost. But
after our hour-long conversation, he was so perked up and happy
looking. I felt that there were angels in the room the whole time,
that when we came in there, there came light, and as we talked, we
got more and more excited in the Lord – I believe our last minute
stop was God-inspired and Steve was blessed! What’s cool, is that
he invited us to the Medford Gospel Mission (where he volunteers) for
their Christmas dinner. I was so surprised and impressed on the
improvements on the place. Not only was the dining room like a
restaurant, but the ladies delivered the food to us – very good.
Not only that, but the whole place had been modified and refurbished.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Next, stopped to see mom, she refused
to see me (whole episode over mask), got signed paper work for my
house (I had mailed her a form earlier in the week), from her
dresser, she was in bed with her back to me, awake, but refusing to
turn over. When I went into the house, I was rather shocked to
notice it was all dark entirely, no fire was going in the fireplace,
and not a person was to be seen anywhere. I noticed that Karen’s
dog was yapping in the driveway, right under the loft apartment
(where Albert now lives). No one seemed to be about. Now, I wonder,
is Laura really taking good care of mom? Mom refusing to talk to me
when I called the 25<sup>th</sup> and 27<sup>th</sup>; however, she
talked with Denesa when she called about the house on the 28<sup>th
</sup>and was very pleasant. Mom is being controlled by Laura as
well. William and I have been doing warfare for their sakes ever
since we realized what has been going on, and William especially, has
been getting even more intense in this way over them.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Dec. 23 Christmas Caroling on the plaza
in Ashland – after 9 years of being gone, very powerful. It has
been raining pretty steadily all day, but William and I kept saying
throughout the day, “it’ll stop while we are singing”. Sure
enough, while we were unpacking the car, it was pouring. I had the 3
girls (Tamara’s) telling them to stick to me like glue all evening
(and they did). About 10 or so people showed up with umbrellas,
ready to sing (me and the girls also each had umbrellas). I talked
to this one guy and my mouth took off without me again … he was
asking what church was sponsoring this, and I said none, that we were
just out to preach the gospel through Christmas songs, to re-take
Ashland in the name of Jesus through our caroling, and on I went like
that, which was all good and true; however, I ended it with “and we
are the real deal.” And he stepped back with a surprised look and I
realized how bad that sounded, even though I only meant to say that
we were just out here doing what Jesus would do – I wasn’t
meaning anything toward praising myself or any such thing, I just
realized I must have sounded like I did – it wasn’t my intention!
I did also say, “It will stop raining when we start singing, and
it will resume when we stop.” And sure enough, that is what exactly
happened!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Anyway, by then we had about 20 or so
gathering. One group were all masked up, took the books, and when we
started singing, they just looked at their books and would not sing.
They backed away from us to the edge of the Plaza, stood there
through another song, looking like they were confused and didn’t
know what to do about this situation. They then ended up across the
street doing the same thing. I lost track of them after that. When
we started singing, an intoxicated man came into our midst (different
than 9 years ago where he stayed on the outer parameter cursing
God), this guy would sing, but when we got to anything about Jesus,
or Emanuel, or the blood or cross of Jesus, he would freak out,
scream, and wiggle around real weird. Throughout all of this, me and
the girls were standing on the concrete boarder area above the
people, leading in song. At the same time, an obviously
Spirit-filled lady kept praying for and over him throughout caroling,
William, I could see, was nearby, observing everything AND praying,
in the end, he was set free, sobered up, and left his large, paper
bag of weed behind.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Since it was Tamara’s birthday and
she was working, we dropped the kids off at their house (dad was
home) and went to the bar where she worked. We sat there for quite
some time appalled and annoyed at the culture around us – how much
people have changed/TV has changed over the past 40 years, etc.
almost ready to call it quits, when Tamara finally shows up with a
friend to introduce us – who when all gaga over William and his
hair. Anyway, we ended up in the smoking lounge where she
introduced us to her boss. There William and he get into this great
discussion about God, really making an impact on both and Tamara.
She had been struggle with God while lamenting the struggle of being
a mom with a cheating boyfriend, etc. Yet, still holding back from
God and the seeking she needs to do …</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Anyway, back to the day before, after
we left mom’s, we went to get Jon (he got off work at 3), then went
to Tamara’s, came home the 24<sup>th</sup> via 101 (5 ½ hour trip)
due to snow on the pass, wonderful trip home, picnic (packed food –
too broke) on the beach (Gold Beach), got home around 4 or so …</p>
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</p><p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Oct. 9 – Laura’s been at my mom’s
now a week and no one even called me! She had moved in with my mom, because mom is 82 and pretty much bed-ridden. Laura has never called me
since May – they came out to visit in Aug., I never got a call –
found out from mom when they were arriving. Didn’t know she was
planning on moving out here to move in with mom – until mom told me
a week before the supposed arrival! Found out from mom, they were in
Colorado the weekend of Sept. 25<sup>th</sup> (moved from Indiana), kept waiting for a
call that she arrived, finally called mom myself yesterday and found
out she’d been there well over a week at that point! I said, “How
come no one called me?” “Oh,” mom, said, “I didn’t know I
needed to!” Wow, really? That’s how much they really care about
me.
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">When we went down to the valley the
first week of Aug.(when they came to visit) to meet Laura and the boys (I hadn’t seen any of
them since 2016), they were sooooo cold to me! Like we were barely
acquaintances rather than family! They were so cold-hearted – no
family love or even a hint of caring whether or not I was there.
They never called me ‘mom’ or ‘grandma’ – except Laura said
‘mom’ once. No hug, no kiss, no “gee, we missed you.”
NOTHING! Cold as Ice! Even Tamara’s kids called me grandma
several times when they came up to go swimming – right in front of
them! Nothing from them! Barely even said ‘bye’ to use when we
left. I cannot believe that they treat me that way!
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Nov. 4 – we finally had a parent
meeting for our school last night. (we started school Aug. 23 with 17 kids, 3rd - 11th grade). I was so upset to know what lie had been going
around about me … for a few weeks now, I had been hearing
whispering from both parents and kids, my name popping up, etc., but
no one would tell me anything! A few weeks ago, a parent accused me of
losing her kid’s papers/work and not recording it – doing so on
purpose even! I told her that was not the case, that I record
everything that I grade, but I’m not the only one doing the
grading! And I’m sure no one would not record it on purpose! In
fact, I told her, at the beginning of the year when kids bombed
tests/quizzes, Denesa and I agreed that we would give them another
chance – we didn’t record the grade, but gave the papers back to
the kids telling them to find the answers in their books, write it
beside the wrong answers, send it back in, and we would give them a
higher grade. This was all being done because the kids have almost
no memory skills at all – we’re trying to help them by teaching
them study habits and skills (most of the kids are at least 2 years behind in learning). In fact, I even started taking various
kids aside and showed them how to organize a notebook (3 ring binder)
with each category, put their quizzes and tests in there WITH the
correct answers, so as to use these as study materials for future
tests – since all are accumulative. As I was taking the 8th grade boy back to
the cafeteria to do exactly that, a 10th grade girl mouthed off to me – told me
I had no business taking him away (he was literally laying on the
floor right before I got over there, messing around, annoying the other 8th grade girl)
when he had work to do. I told her was I was doing and she said in a
very sassy way, “you’re not going to take me to do that!”
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">I do not understand why those kids are
so sassy to me when I’ve gone out of my way since
May to help them – with their mother’s request no less!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Anyway, at last night’s meeting, I
finally found out that the 8th grade boy had told his mom that while in the
cafeteria, I told him, “no body must love you, you must not have
anyone at home that loves you.” I was so shocked! I never even
think that way, let alone say something like that to someone! She
actually looked at me and all but called me a liar when I said I
never said anything like that.
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">What gets me is that I volunteer my
time, time I’d rather be sitting at home reading my books, doing my
artwork, or whatever. I really don’t want to be teaching school
again, but I’m doing what God told me to do! A whole year ago, the
situation with these kids so bothered me that I was in constant
prayer about the situation with the kids – their lack of learning,
schools that failed them, children walking by with nothing to do, the
lies they were believing, etc. God wouldn’t let me go about this
whole issue – told me to start a school and when I prayed over the
buildings in January, I specifically prayed over 503 Spruce St and
told God, “if you want me to start a school, give me this building
to do so!” and He did!!! A total miracle and I know God wants this
school</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">I’ve always been an advocate for
kids, building them up, not tearing them down! For someone to accuse
me of saying such is horrible! I never would have said such a thing.
All the other parents told me they thought Denesa and I were
wonderful to have started this school and they were behind us all the
way. Either way, we’ve lost 5 kids this past week due to these
lies and this poison that’s been going around. What gets me is
that the parents are teaching these kids how to quit rather than
working out the issues (all they had to do was talk to us!) –
Tuesday, all the kids knew that the 8th grade girls weren’t planning
on coming back – it was their last day – but no one told us! One of their fathers was even there Tuesday volunteering and he never
even said anything! Just turned in his key to one of the other
parents and snuck outside! Total cowards! If this school wasn’t
working out for them, all they had to do was say something! Not one
word! I don’t even know why … was it because of the lies that
were being told about me? Was it because the 8<sup>th</sup> graders
were still so far behind? They were both late starters and it took
forever to get their books mailed to us, plus being without the video
guides were a problem? They were slowly catching up. So what was
it? As for that one parent and her kids – she taught the kids to be sassy
and talk back to the adults – not just me, but the other adults as
well. No one should put up with mean, sassy kids! They do need to
apologize before they come back – but no, she's is keeping them
home now and won’t even talk to anyone!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">I don’t need these kinds of
headaches, but God told me to start a school ….</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Nov. 7 – I got a call from my
granddaughter yesterday!!! What a surprise and a major blessing!
She said she’d been wanting to call me for some time now. A few
days ago, I guess she called, I didn’t recognize the number (TX)
and didn’t answer. There was a message, but I couldn’t really
understand it, sounded like a little kid, and something about calling
her back if I wanted to. Anyway, I had no idea who it was and
thought maybe a kid got a hold of parent’s phone and made a random
call, so I ignored it. Yesterday, the phone rang, I picked it up in
time to see a Texas number, I started to put it down and it left a
voice message, so I started to listen to it when my phone rang again.
It was her! Such a surprise. She said her mom was in the other
room talking to her father on the phone and she was using the land
line to call me. I didn’t ask how she got my number or if her
mother knew she had called me. She told me a bit about herself –
she was so excited to talk to me. She loves horses and gets to ride
one, she loves looking at horses when they drive around – I guess
there are many of them around. She also loves Science and loves to
draw. I told her to e-mail me (I gave her my e-mail) and take
pictures of her drawings and send them to me. I told her we’d stay
in touch – she was very insistent and asked what my schedule was
and when was a good time to call, etc.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">I do wish her mom would call me and tell
me why she won’t or hasn’t talked to me in almost 7 years …</p>
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</p><p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">William had been under a lot
of oppression for a week or so, so much so it was muddling his mind.
He had been acting rather odd, not his normal self and I should have
caught on. Since our large cross had spent the winter outdoors
(attached to our garden bed as a witness to the neighborhood), it
needed refinishing before we could take it into our new school/church building.
He was out sanding on it, then varnishing it on Thursday. At that
time, my elderly art students came in for their weekly art lesson –
Ralph hadn’t been coming since Feb. since his back was really
hurting him and he was in a depression, so Thurs. was his first day
back. He hobbled in with a cane really complaining. I asked William
to come up and pray for him. As soon as William laid hands on his
back, he felt the power of God enter in, but God kept pressing him to
keep going with prayer (it may have taken upwards of ½ hr. or so, he
was given the impression). Ralph, even though a professing
Christian, he scoffed at William for his actions, but God kept
pressing William to go on. Ralph’s pride was getting in the way,
so William left him be and went back outside. In the mean time, our
art lesson progressed and Ralph was starting to get free mentally and
physically – I saw him sit up straighter and start his magpie
chattering. I knew he was feeling better. In the mean time, William
was out in the garage with God pestering him to go up and speak to
Ralph and pray some more. William kept putting God off and saying,
“ok, ok,” but kept working. Finally God spoke loudly and William
said, “OK!” and came upstairs to tell Ralph something. Ralph
tried to ignore William’s words, knowing them to be true, but too
prideful to accept it; however, when Ralph left the house at noon, he
was back to his chipper self, walking without the cane (but refused
to acknowledge it, same with Barb) – he even went around to my
garden to check it out (like he’s always done before).
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Anyway, William was dealing with his
own issues by that point (he didn’t realize until later, God was
dealing with Pride in him as well). He went off to the store to get
a couple things, came home and by 2 pm or so, lay down for a nap. He
didn’t get up until after 5 or so, still out of sorts. We sit down
for the evening, in our jammies to watch an old 1938 Charlie Chan
movie, and about 7:30 or so, I looked out front and noticed the car
wasn’t there. Figuring William left it at the side of the house, I
asked him to move it around to the front. He went outside and
couldn’t find the car. We looked everywhere around the house –
no car! I assumed it was stolen, called the cops, filed a report,
and went back to our movie wondering what the heck happened to the
car! Like the cop said, “who would steal a 21-year old car, we
never have car thefts around here anyway.” About 8:15 we get a
call from the cops saying they found it in McKay’s parking lot (2
blocks away). We went running over there, and it was parked in a
spot – the employees there having said it had been there since
about 2 pm. William had drove it over there (which he never does for
only a couple things from the store) and walked back home – totally
(until that moment) forgetting he ever drove it!!! Needless to say,
the cop and us had a good laugh about it.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">The point was, when we notice the enemy
all over us – we need to deal with it right then!! He had to go to
God for repentance in his own prideful attitude he had developed over
dealing with Ralph earlier that day AND realize how much the enemy
had been tormenting his mind night and day for over a week by then.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Denesa and I had a great meeting (2
hrs.) at the school today. Got a lot accomplished between us for the
workings of the school – the curriculum app turned in, so we can
start our order. She’s going to pick me up one day this next week
to take me to visit a couple of her ranches.</p>
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</p><p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">May 15 – wow, what a month already!
After the big rally (tons of support) and our first prayer meeting in
the new building that night, the devil whollopped me in the middle of
the night – full-fledged vomiting. That went on thru to the 13<sup>th</sup>,
while the whole time we were praying, serious warfare, and I tried to
get up during the days and carry on – 2 days on the front porch,
quite on fire, preaching to everyone who came near; however, I was
getting weaker and weaker, couldn’t even keep water down – not
even Gateraid. Every night, full-out attacks from the enemy – me
no sleep at all, constant, wild ‘dreams’ as such – violent,
etc. and etc. God revealed to William that it was a strongman in my
life – going back through my family. (God revealed several things,
gave him a few visions throughout the week). My mom always had the
same (as William describes it) ‘violent’ cough, constant flem for
whatever reason. Me too, he says that I have always had this very
abnormal, very violent/loud cough. Well, since the sinus surgery,
the ‘river’ always runs down the back of my throat. So, he
started concentrating his prayers on that, and Thursday night, the
13<sup>th</sup> – full deliverance!!! William was down in his room
praying late into the night then he saw this ‘vision’ of a bolt
of God’s light come down and hit the top of the house and went
right into me. The whole house lit up, but me, he saw, was wrapped
in God’s light and His arms wrapped around me. I remember when
that happened, I was being terribly tormented by demons, but suddenly
I felt so light, so good and I saw Jesus holding me. That actually
went on all night – back and forth between the torments and God
holding me. I was exhausted and still not feeling good in the
morning and came downstairs quite grumbly. William said, “OK, this
thing is coming out!” and he started in on it again. Then, final
deliverance! I was set free. I started eating and drinking just
fine! I had to build up my strength, but by today, I was eating a
normal dinner!! This was so unlike any time before, where it took
weeks to build up.
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">May 17 – I feel great!!! Sunday, we
had our normal Sunday meal and even Cheryl joined us (Lori and her
niece were there too, their 2<sup>nd</sup> time) and we had dinner
outside on the picnic table, then we joined around the campfire (no
fire – very warm, sunny day) for meeting time – 8 people around
the circle! Great and powerful meeting, I told my testimony, had a
birthday party for Max (a week late, I apologized to him). Next
Sunday, meetings will be held in our new building – William’s
reluctant to call it our ‘church’ building, since we are still
considered outdoor preachers, but because of our new Church School,
we have to establish a ‘Church’ in the building. God is sooooo
good! Anyway, things are progressing in the building – all the new
lights are in, work is being done on the bathrooms, windows are being
covered by this ‘stained glass’ look. We look to have our next
meeting for the school next week.</p>
Roberta Hayeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07983901289185030743noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1327603472612090277.post-58734521164264474272021-05-01T17:40:00.001-07:002022-03-19T17:50:31.399-07:00School<p> Wow, so much spiritual stuff
going on. Yesterday afternoon, Kathy just showed up unannounced –
we hadn’t seen her since right after we moved in the house! After
catching up a bit, we prayed over her for several issues – William
has been sooooo under the Holy Spirit the last few weeks, his prayers
are powerful! Even Kathy noticed the difference.
</p><p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">William has been ministering to so many
people lately, he’s been coming under a ton of attack from the
enemy. Last night as we prayed before going to bed, as he was
praying, I had a vision! It was so vivid:</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">I saw the back head
and shoulders of a young girl, head bowed, and around her head
swirled a ton of jumbled letters, swirling in a thick ring, so
packed, layer upon layer of letters (alphabet) swirling in a
clock-wise rotation. She was facing toward a large window, that was
so cloudy, unable to see through, yet some (very faint) light was
coming through. After a bit, the ‘screen’ went black and I saw
the back head and shoulders of a grown up woman, this time, she was
sitting up straight and head up with a gold halo around her head.
The window was now clear, yet the light was so bright, you still
couldn’t see through it.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">William finished
praying and I told him about it – he said that the jumble of
letters represented how the people are so confused now and little
light is getting in. The 2<sup>nd</sup> part was that the light and
truth illuminated the people and they now ‘see’ truth.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">After he said that,
he went on down stairs and I continued praying, in the Spirit and
naturally. Again, when I closed my eyes, I saw a huge cyclone
swirling clockwise, taking up my whole ‘screen’ so to say. It
felt and looked all encompassing. As I raised my hands to heaven, I
could ‘see’ my hands, like arcs of light as they moved through,
with, and around the cyclone – as I moved, it would change, kind of
like a cloud when something goes through it – like a hole opens up,
but quickly closes again.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">Again, I prayed,
and as my hands moved through the air, I again ‘saw’ my hands
like arcs of light through darkness. I had an awesome time communing
with God, Jesus, Holy Spirit, praying, etc., then I felt like I was
done, and fell asleep.
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">About 3 or so, I
woke up (barely), went to the bathroom, then back to bed and about to
fall asleep, then immediately I was bolt awake. I was hearing some
noise downstairs and knew it was William, I kept listening and it
sounded like he was in distress and almost called out to see if he
was ok, but then silence again. So I sat up in my chair deciding
what to do and after sitting a few minutes, heard the sounds again.
So I went downstairs and William came out of his room, light was on,
I knew something was up. He had been suffering a great deal of
torment from the enemy and was greatly distressed, so we talked and I
prayed over him, I went back up to bed and it was 3:45. I thought,
“Wow, always at 3 or 3:30 something like this happens”.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">On the 27, I met with Denessa, Lisa,
and another parent at the furniture store to meet with the curriculum
guy who was going to talk with us about starting a school. Over 5
hours later, the meeting was over and boy did we get an education!
We learned so much and now have a much clearer picture of our school
and what to do. I told them all the story of how God had been
prompting me since fall the open a school and I told God that I liked
being retired and if he wanted me to open a school, he’d better
just drop it all in my lap, because I wasn’t going to ‘work it.’
I also told of how I had been downtown MP (I think it was) early
January, praying over which building I was going to rent to open a
school – came to 503 Spruce St. (tho I didn’t pay attention to
the address at that time), I said to God, “Wow, I want this
building for my school. I don’t care how you do it Jesus, but get
me this building”. I never told anyone about this. I had gone
all around, looking in every window, praying over this building. I
saw no contact info, no sign that said for sale or rent, it looked
like stuff was in there, so I couldn’t tell if anyone was using it.
I kind of left it like that and when we started going to those
meetings in Bandon, about 3 or 4 weeks into it, God prompted me to
get up and say, “I’m starting a school” and asked if anyone was
with me in this. Denessa and Lisa came up to me and said they were
interested as well. After I got back from the light house and I went
to the meeting April 9<sup>th</sup>, Denessa said she bought 503
Spruce St. When I went into town the next day and realized it was
the same building I was praying over, I was totally trippin’.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Last night, we went again to Bandon to
the Citizens Restoring Liberty meeting and more and more people are
getting on board and fighting back.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">The kids have been in such a huge fight
for their rights in school: Lisa’s 3, 2 of whom were still in
school – the 8<sup>th</sup> and 9<sup>th</sup> grader, along with
their friend, another 8<sup>th</sup> grader have suffered such
massive persecution at the school – such horrible treatment, they
got up to speak and the 8<sup>th</sup> grade girl got a standing
ovation for fighting back – a straight A student, ostracized, set
in seclusion all day in the library with only 1 10 minute break,
teachers and led by the teachers the students harassing and
ridiculing her, days and hours and hours of this kind of treatment,
anyway, her extremely well written essay on why she won’t wear a
mask (backed up with proof, citations, etc.) – she got a C (which
she considered failure). They have been using those ‘mask
exemption’ cards, which the school refuses to acknowledge or accept
even though HIPA law is explicit they are to obey it! All the
parents are going to ban up and do a class-action lawsuit against the
school – rightfully so! It is flat out child abuse what they are
doing! Several kids’ parents have called Lisa and have asked for
those cards – other kids are starting to fight back.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Anyway, next Wednesday, we’ve got
over 100+ people showing up to Myrtle Point High School to do a
peaceful demonstration – signs, NO MASKS, etc. I’m going to make
a couple: SHEEPLES WAKE UP! and QUIT ABUSING OUR CHILDREN, etc.
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Anyway, the bottom line is, all the
kids have dropped out of school and I’m starting to tutor all of
them this next week, for the rest of the year.</p>
Roberta Hayeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07983901289185030743noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1327603472612090277.post-30187094086428426552021-04-24T17:29:00.000-07:002022-03-19T17:46:37.888-07:00New School<p>
</p><p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Wow, such an awesome time
in the Lord we’ve been having this week. Going through Curry
Blake’s teaching on Spiritual Warfare (SWAT), seeing someone
getting delivered, listening to videos from the Freedom Conference in
Tulsa, etc. God is on the move!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">We are starting a new school right
downtown Myrtle Point. William and I had been going to meetings
(Citizens Restoring Liberty in Bandon, since Dec.) with like-minded
people. We meet to discuss what we can do to turn this country
around. I met Denessa, when after we went for a few times, I got up
and spoke about starting a new school (toward the end of January), so
she and another person talked with me about it. We met in Feb. at
her store where I laid out my vision of a new school and how to
operate it. She said she’d look into curriculum, after I suggested
a few.
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">God had bugged me about this for a few
months, so the beginning of January, I had gone downtown MP to pray
over buildings and ask Jesus to give me one for a new school – I
stood in front of 503 Spruce St., said, “Jesus, if you want me to
start a school, get me this building!” – I prayed over and around
the building and went home and let it go. I went to the lighthouse
in March and pretty much put it out of my mind and when I got back
and went to the Bandon meetings again April 2<sup>nd</sup> or 9<sup>th</sup>,
don’t remember, she said to me she bought an old bank building in
MP, she told me the address, but I didn’t know which one it was
until I met her at her building for a meeting the evening of April
18<sup>th</sup> – until then, I had no idea she bought the VERY
SAME BUILDING I PRAYED OVER! I was so trippin’. I spent this last
Tuesday doing research on starting a school and wrote out the
mission, vision, goal statements. We want to see this place used to
educate kids as well as the public (like the 3 videos on “the
steal” of the election) and to hold training (Curry Blake’s
stuff) as well – maybe even an evangelistic training center of some
sort.</p><p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Either late last week or early this
week, Lori was walking by my house (hadn’t seen her since probably
spring of last year when we first met), I was singing a song on my
front porch pretty loud, she was walking by on the other side of the
street with a mask on, I didn’t recognize her, but she yelled out
“yeah Jesus” in response to my singing, and I yelled out, “thank
you Jesus” – she went on to DQ, came back on my side of the
street eating her ice cream, stopped and chatted. One thing led to
another and before we knew it, we were in prayer and deliverance for
her. We have spent this entire week praying over and for her, been
to her house (she wanted us to ‘see’ where the demon attacks
were coming from), but especially Tues., Wed., and Thurs. nights, both
William and I have been awoken in the middle of the night to pray in
tongues over her, she came by yesterday with more freedom, but God
revealed more to us. She and her niece Emma came to Sunday’s
meeting (we have house church every week).</p><p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">April 24 – powerful ministry time
today! William and I were late in getting started on our bible study
time and almost 11, Lori came over, less confused looking and
brighter eyed than before, and we had some awesome ministry time,
prayer time, and seeing her delivered even more! Praise the Lord!
We have been praying for her all week and we are seeing such great
results! About 1pm Cheryl came over – more fellowship time –
listening to music, talking, etc., then about 2 she left and I showed
Lori how simple it is to make body butter, then we had lunch. Great
ministry day, and at 3:33 we finally sat down when everyone was gone
and William realized how exhausted he was, so he had to go take a
nap.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Last night’s meeting at Restoration
Church (Citizens Against Tyranny) was great in that we are showing
the people some action. Denessa got up to speak along with her
friend (same one was at past meetings), and asked me to get up with
her. They told of some horror stories their kids are having to go
through – singled-out shaming, unfair grading, etc. etc. She
announced that we are starting a new school, already bought the
building, getting the curriculum, and introduced me – I mentioned
how I’ve been teaching since the 80’s and retired several years
ago, couldn’t stand what I saw the kids going through (lies, masks,
little or no education for a year now, etc.) and a little of how our
school will structure, a call for volunteer teachers, etc.
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">The rest of the meeting was a report by
Rob Taylor (has a talk radio show locally) and 3 others who went to Tulsa, OK for the conference and
how they were harassed excessively and their rights terribly violated
(along with their bodies) for 2 ½ hours, making them purposely
missing their flight, their 60 hr. drive to get there, the
exceptional speakers and some of what was said there.</p><p style="margin-bottom: 0in;"></p>
Roberta Hayeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07983901289185030743noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1327603472612090277.post-11310214580962923992021-03-31T17:15:00.001-07:002022-03-19T17:29:05.099-07:00Battery Point Lighthouse<p>
</p><p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Battery Point Lighthouse – March 2021</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Roberta & William Hayes</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">4<sup>th</sup> time keepers</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">3/2 – We love it here! Beautiful
day, so sunny and warm (when the wind isn't biting into you). I sat
on the picnic table out by the front porch for a couple hours,
enjoying the sun, scene, and reading my book. So beautiful and
delightful.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">We arrived in town yesterday earlier
than expected after having come down the 101. Beautiful drive. We
met up with Karen at the museum not long after noon, did a quick
check-in, then to the lighthouse parking lot to note the height of
the tide. Still high, so we went to an overlooking point and had a
picnic. We got back to the lighthouse beach some time after 2 and
started picking through the rocks and talked with several people
while there. Two couples I told a bit of story/history of the
lighthouse and they were so excited about the place that when I was
done, they were wanting to go sign up as volunteers!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Another person we spent quite a bit of
time with was a homeless lady and her 6 & 8 year-old girl and
boy. The girl was so very chatty and clingy that she was all over
both William and I had to pick her up and hold her for a time – she
was so needy for attention. It was a bit chilly and the kids had no
coat or even warm enough clothes – they were obviously hungry as
well. The mom kept volunteering to help us move in, but we basically
let her know we got that handled. However, we did tell her then to
come up on after the tide went down and I'd make them some
sandwiches.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">We managed to get to the lighthouse a
bit after 4 pm – took 3 trips on the ATV to get everything. When
William went back for his 3<sup>rd</sup> trip, I put things away and
kept a watch out for those kids. I noted that the ATV was sitting
beside the car loaded, but William was nowhere in sight – I noted
this for quite some time before I got worried and went down to the
parking lot. There, I found him talking with an old guy about the
Lord – they were in quite an animated conversation. I stood there
for awhile before William ended the conversation and I rode with him
on the ATV back to the lighthouse. Soon after that, the kids and mom
came up with their dog. I told them to take the dog down to the
bottom of the hill and tie him to the bench down there. In the mean
time, I made up a bunch of sandwiches, raisins, crackers, and took
them out to the picnic table. They ate that right up! It was about
sunset, the kids were cold and the girl had me hold her again,
wrapped up in my coat. I ended up giving both kids a couple pair of
gloves which they promptly put on. The mom was very thankful for
everything and said they would come visit again.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">I had been looking forward to a nice
hot bath in the clawfoot bathtub (of which I experienced awesomeness
2 of our past 3 visits – first time the elements were bad which
William replaced the last week we were here), but was sorely
disappointed – the water started getting cold ½ way up – I got a
better bath at home, and that's not saying much!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">This place has had a lot of work done
on it this past year – I never seen it quite so clean and nice –
fresh paint in all the rooms it looks like – new flooring down
stairs. A lot of things moved around or just gone – like the CB
radio (which I think is a mistake) and the curtain in the chart room
– all the heat goes out now, not too economical!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">I love the paint color choices in the
kitchen and especially – pale mint and bright white trim. Never
seen that kitchen so bright and shiny! The upstairs bedroom seems to
be a much brighter lemon yellow than before and the spare room looks
so much more inviting now. The boat house has a new roof – I'm
surprised they put shingles on it – very nice looking, but it would
seem not too practical with the winds up here. Probably because of
the historical restrictions. The bouy tree has more bouys, the flag
pole looks fatter and shorter than when we were here in '18 – as I
remember a storm had taken it out the February before and we had no
flag pole the whole month we were here. The trees seem slimmer of
fulliage than before as well. There was even new concrete in front
of the garage – nice!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">3/3 – Another beautiful day – so
sunny and warm, when not in the direct wind. I was sitting out front
reading. Several people on the island. One person came up and
started talking with me – very chatty. Wanted to know the history
of the place – I talked with her for some time.
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">I noticed the last couple days a lot of
people walking out on the pier and jetty causeway, but the waves were
almost non-existant – so not much problem. I was telling the lady
it was not safe to walk out there due to the waves coming over it
most of the time.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Very lazy day and I enjoyed it!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Was up in the tower enjoying the sites
and noticed they have a camera hidden up there on the ledge, pointing
toward the beach walkway.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">We haven't watched TV much in years and
we were appauled and astounded at the level of depravity and
stupidity that the shows and commercials portray. No wonder this
country has fallen to the state of evil it has become – those false
prophets fed violence and evil to the masses for far too long now.
Society has become the nightmare Hollywood portrayed it in the 70's
and 80's. We've been fairly insulated from much of this since we
just watch old 40's – 60's movies mostly. It's such a shock
every time we see what's on now.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Later in the day, William had to chase
off another dog/dog owner – the guy claimed that yes, he saw the
sign and thought it said, “no dog bathrooms.” Wow!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">3/4 – 9 am Harlan was here updating
William on the latest work in progress and what needed to be done –
William will be sanding main beams in the basement in preparation for
re-sealing and spraying/killing some invasive bugs – some type of
beetle.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Very relaxing day – more clouds
coming in, wind picking up, not as warm as lately. Storm looks to be
coming – the barameter is up.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">3/5 – Last night it started getting
pretty blustery and by the middle of the night, full-blown storm. I
had noted earlier in the day that the barameter was pretty normal,
but later afternoon, the spout was pretty full. I knew it was going
to hit. We didn't put the flag out due to the high winds yesterday
or today.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Dottie called us about dinnertime and
warned us to batten down the hatches! It was nice talking with her,
but boy sue sure has a lot of issues to deal with now, her son being
paralized and all.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">This morning, I had to chase a crazy
lady off the isle due to her dog running wildly about – I tried to
get out the door and the dog tried to get in! She as totally
unconcerned that her dog was not allowed here, but they ran off when
I said go.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">William went out to look for damage –
some red shingles were on the ground, not sure where they came from.
I saw one of the orange cones blowing down the pathway, caught it,
put it with the others out of the wind. We had taken the little
table and bench from out front and put it in the garage last night.
William noted this morning one of the flower pots had fallen off the
front porch and broke, so he set the others out of the wind. Pretty
minimal damage over all.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Like I said to Dottie last night, we've
taken this first week and have been pretty lazy – having a real
vacation!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">3/6 – Such a beautiful day! Sunny,
warm, yet wind a bit cold. We had gotten 2 calls this past week:
one Katie, a photographer and two Alexandrea, a blogger – I had
told them that this weekend, Saturday especially, would be a great
day to come out, we would talk with them, give them a tour, etc.
They said they would call prior to arriving so we expected them all
day! They never called or came by, that we knew of. I was rather
irrited because we got the place all cleaned up, we were mentally
prepped with our tour knowledge and I even got the cash register
ready. So, William put the sign out saying he would give talks, but
people didn't seem interested in waiting around for a group, so
William and I went out and about talking with people. One person did
want to buy something, so we let her in – a whole $7.35! We
checked the outdoor donation box and found $17. in there. We
probably talked with a dozen or so people and there were more than
triple that out and about all day. Again, we had to chase people
off with dogs! They were totally unconcerned that there are rules!!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">3/7 – had a very lazy day, enjoyed a
bit of sun. We've been in the Word every morning – usually about 9
-12, going through the “New Man” series by Curry Blake –
awesome study.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">3/8 – this morning started off sunny,
but we watched 2 separate walls of rain come toward us. It was
rather rainy and blustery today – colder too. Only a few people
came out here – again, I had to chase a lady off with a big dog –
she tried to ignore me. I told her several times, getting closer and
closer, then when I was about upon her, she finally acknowledged me
and said in a flippant way, “Oh, I didn't know dogs wern't
allowed.” I could tell she did too know! She and the dog took
their own sweet time getting off – only when I went down the path
toward her, then she picked up her speed, giving me 'the look' over
her shoulder.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">3/9 – blustery, rainy day. Very cold
out – very few people out and about. We haven't put the flag out
these last 2 days due to the winds. Early afternoon, William set off
the fire alarm while working in the basement. I was trying to type
in the code into the alarm when William came upstairs and then the
fire department called. I guess they had already set out at that
point. At the end of the day, he couldn't re-set it due to multiple
issues, it was saying, so he called the alarm company and they didn't
have an answer! It sounded like someone was thumbing through a
manual trying to figure it out and in the end they didn't know what
to tell us! What good is such a company! What has happened to good,
old-fashioned customer service with people that know what they are
talking about??!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">3/10 – Beautiful day! This morning
we took our coffee outside in the sun and spotted not only the
feeding seals, but at least 1 whale just past the big rock. He was
obviously feeding as well.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Late morning, I was standing out back
of the house looking for whales, when a guy came up and started
asking me questions. I started talking about the history of the
place, giving him a few cool stories. Then somehow we got to talking
about spiritual things and one thing led to another; by then William
came out and started adding to the conversation. The guy was almost
in tears and kept saying, you have helped me so much, I want to give
you a hug. I found that he was really listening to William so I went
inside and let them to themselves. I guess William really impacted
the guy, he started weeping, they prayed together, then the guy went
down to the beach and got his wife. We ended up giving them a tour
of the place (Tom and Kelly from Rogue River), they absolutely loved
it and now want to be keepers as well. We exchanged phone numbers.
Tom ended up calling William later in the evening thanking him again
for the wonderful conversation.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">I ended up chasing off 2 different
people due to dogs – 1 had 2 little dogs on leashes but the other
had a big dog not on a leash. They all acted put out like, “whats
the big deal, we didn't see any signs!!” I can't believe how many
people just don't care about others or about rules. William ended up
chasing someone off later in the day – same thing. Not too many
people out here today overall.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">3/11 – several, maybe 2 – 3 dozen
people out here today – very beautiful day, many stayed till
sunset, watching the beauty. Again, had to chase off another dog
person.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">The enemy really attacked William last
night spiritually, due to the witnessing we've done lately. Methias
called last night, had a great conversation until William started
talking about what's 'really' going on (we are at war (truth vs
lies), undergound cities, etc.) and when he got to the fact of 2,000
a day, American children/women are disappearing into the sex
traffiking, etc., he hung up. William tried to call him back, then I
did, and his phone was off.
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Methias has always been one to stick
his head in the sand and hide out in the country somewhere –
isolates himself from all news. We realized that William overloaded
him with too much 'truth' and he couldn't handle it.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">3/12 – the most beautiful, warmest
day of all! The water is almost flat. Most of the day under (8 –
2 maybe) high tide. William is finishing up downstairs with the
sanding/painting, while I've been painting (watercolors) almost every
day since I've been here – I've been doing Skillshare lessons.
William washed all the downstairs windows and the fireplace window
today. He kicked someone else off who had 2 big dogs – the guy
told him, “I saw no sign.” Either the 2 large signs aren't big
enough or people are just liars!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Afternoon, Williams brothers and Jen
got here. We were walking around the lighthouse and I twisted my
ankle, it was so painful and just got worse as the night wore on.
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">3/13 – water was even more flat than
yesterday, not a ripple; however, no sun all day – cloudy, chilly,
but no rain. Terry ended up staying in their van, but Jen and Jon
stayed the night, but they left at 8 am this morning for the Redwoods
– I had been looking forward to such an outing, I haven't been off
this isle since we got here.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">I had a miserable night on the
chartroom loveseat, I couldn't even walk. William prayed over it
again, we went through our bible study and he prayed again. I took a
nap half of the day – just dozing in and out, still on the
loveseat, but after I got up in the afternoon, my foot was better and
I could hobble a little better.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">3/14 – stormy day; the chartroom
window leaks bad, had to mop water up off the window sill all day.
The window in the stairwell in the tower leaks too – had to mop it
up – left a towel there. The brothers left today – Terry never
said much the whole time here, just sat with his phone/tv gadget and
watched movies – pretty much stayed isolated. We had an awesome
time last night playing spades with the 4 of us. The night before,
Jen and I played only 2 games of Yatzee – she didn't seem too into
it.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">3/15 – beautiful, yet cold day.
Sunny, but too cold to stand outside to enjoy it.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">3/16 – Harlan came out about 9 am,
checked over the work William's done thus far, instructed for whats
more, etc. and chatted. Quite a nice time. Last 2 nights, we've had
corned beef and cabbage and this morning he made potatoes, corned beef
and egg – awesome.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">absolutely beautiful day – started
off cold (about 40 deg. or so), but by early afternoon, I was out on
the front picnic table, sunbathing and reading and whale watching –
I saw at least 6 or so and more way out in the distance – there had
to be a large pod spread about the area. Up very close I saw at
least 2 moms and their calves – it was such a warm, flat watered,
beautiful day, I think they were playing out there – I saw several
tails – small ones and larger ones – just no huge ones. I saw
larger sprays and backs out further. We both spent a very lazy day,
no bible study today (we did yesterday), nor the day before. It
seems odd – we had gotten into such a great habit of bible study
every day and I was liking it. We're already to video 9 of the “New
Man Series”. I just finished reading an awesome book I found here:
“My Old Man and the Sea”: A Father and Son Sail Around Cape
Horn, by David Hays and Daniel Hays published in '95 of a trip they
took in '84. Totally awesome read – hallerious journaling – bits
of it were so very well written, it had me laughing I could so
visualize it.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">3/17 – the most beautiful day yet!
It started off a bit cloudy, but it is sunny, water is flat, wind not
so bad and warm enough to sit out and enjoy the day. I woke up to
the sound of seals, sounding like they were just outside the house.
I thought that unusual, went outside to investigate and there is a
bird and seal feeding frenzy going on out in and beyond the kelp beds
all around the isle. Hundreds of seals and birds, fighting each
other for whatever it is they are catching. There were so many
whales close by yesterday, that I think they must have pushed in
several schools of fish to promote this feeding frenzy today.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Dozens of flowers are popping out now
on the isle – the bigger yellow and pinkish ones from the bigger,
banana like green/pink-tipped plants and then I just noticed a couple
days ago the little pink flowers on the little succulants.
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">We slept in until 10:30 today! It was
such a wonderful, lazy morning, thoroughly enjoyed it.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">There have been a lot of people out
here the past couple days – dozens – but, thankfully, no dogs to
chase off! We've spent more time in the tower the past couple days
watching whales – the water sparkles so beautifully, it was awesome
watching it all.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">I've been reading another book from
here: Treasure at Battery Point by Helen Corbin – very good so
far. Checked my bank account and there was $2800. in there! We were
down to $1.91 – wow, God always provides in time!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">3/18 – We went out to dinner last
night – got off when the tide was still in a bit – went out over
the pipe about 4:45 – went to Marios – a Greek/Italian
restaurant. Decent, not the greatest.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">While we were out last night, we
stopped at Home Depot to get some brasso and a lightbulb for the nite
lite. I had noticed in the 'store' that the brass plaques for sale
(crews quarters, captain, etc.) were black from lack of polish. So I
spent an hour polishing those and the front/inside of the Fresnel
lense. My hands hurt, so I'll go at it all again later.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Woke up in the middle of the night
hearing the serf real loud – a moderate size storm upon us today –
the sea all a foamy, rolly mass, rain, cold .. we're inside with the
fireplace going watching the seagalls pick over the debris from
yesterday – hundreds of them still out there on the water. Fun to
watch them ride the waves.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Collected $72. from the donation box
outside today. There's been a lot of people up here lately!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">3/19 – white, frothy water today.
Lots of wind – we didn't put the flag out yesterday or today. Some
breaks in the clouds, but off and on rain today.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">The bug guy and Harlan came out here
today. Very short lived – the guy came all the way from the
Klamath area just to advise that a whole lot worse problem existed
that expected and now William has to do a ton more sanding. I guess
there's some type of beetle boring into the wood down there, much
worse than expected. Harlan also brought out a new heater for the
bathroom, one of those oil-filled ones.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">I polished more brass – I've never
seen those mirrors/brush set in the bathroom look so shiny! It's a
lot of work!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">3/20 – beautiful day today – so
sunny and calm. Saw a whale. There were dozens and dozens of people
out here, in big groups even, before 1 pm! So many dogs! People
refuse to follow any sort of rules now on purpose. Had to send 3
dog/dog owners away – one just looked at me and took her own sweet
time, making sure I noted that she was going to take her own sweet
time.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">We've been getting lot out of that
bible study we're going through.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">By the end of the day there were well
over 100 people out here today and at least a dozen dogs to be run
off!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">3/21 – Beautiful day. Lots of whale
sightings today real close – families, babies as well as very large
ones. My family/grandkids came today so we gave them a tour (they
didn't stay long). William was outside most of the day giving verbal
tours, the some wanted to come in to buy from the store, then
especially this group from Modesto, CA wanted a tour. Before you
knew it, we gave partial tours today for 13 adults and 7 kids –
indoor donations $30., outdoor donations $47., and over $300 in
sales!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">When William was putting out the flag
this morning, he took his usual tour around the isle checking for
garbage and such, found a plastic bag full of dog poop under the
picnic table out front!! I couldn't believe the attitude of the
people with dogs coming up here yesterday – acted like 'what's the
big deal!' - dog poop is the big deal!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">3/22 – Wow, are the 4 signs below
that say “No Dogs” just not big enough?! 2 big dogs first thing
this morning even! “Oh, I didn't see the sign,” they say.
Really? By the end of the day, there were 8 dogs, mostly big, run
off AND William picked up 2 large piles of poop! One had already
been stepped in! I have never seen such blatant disrespect for
someone's property before – the attitudes AND flat out disrespect!
I don't ever remember it being this bad the other 3 times we've been
here.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Overcast day, flat water! Cold, not
much wind and no waves most of the day, just a few small ones at the
end of the day. Lots of people today.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">3/23 – very cold, windy, but not a
cloud in the sky - not even the usual along the horizon. A lot of
white caps due to wind, but not too many waves. What is really funny
to watch are the antics of the male seagull that rules this isle –
hell sit outside the window trying to get our attention, then he'll
start pulling up tufts of grass, look at us with his mouth full, then
spit it out and get another if we didn't rise and feed him right
away. What gets me is that he'll do all that, we feed them, then
they fly away before they even finish eating it all! He's not
hungry, just spoiled!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">This morning's walk around the place
revealed a banana peel left on the walkway, small bits of garbage and
a glass bottle. People are so rude!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">William didn't put the flag out today
since the gusts of wind are to get to 30+ mph. Harlan came here to
work in the basement with William today.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Late afternoon, a father and a maybe 5
year-old girl were out here, the girl was only wearing a skimpy,
sleeveless sundress, arms hugging self, shivering, and the man looked
like he wasn't paying any attention. I went out there, was wearing
my turquoise sweater, and I offered it to the girl. She wasn't sure
at first, and I said, “its warm and you look cold.” She finally
came over and took it and the man said they were from Brookings and
that she insisted to wear what she was wearing. I just answered with
that it was bothering me to see her so cold and that she could keep
the sweater. “Maybe next time she'll remember to dress properly.”
I said that more for the man in that he is responsible to teach the
kid how to dress appropriately! It was extremely windy and very
cold, even though it was very sunny all day. I would say the wind
was more than 30 mph by that point, with gusts about to blow one
over.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Considering how cold and windy it was,
I was surprised to see how many people (and dogs!) were out here –
at least 50 +.
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">3/24 – wind looks to be coming from
the west, off and on some whitecaps, but mostly calm sea, partially
sunny, a bit overcast. Not as chilly as yesterday, but a bit windy.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Harlan came up to work in the basement;
however, William couldn't do anythng today. Sanding yesterday really
made him bad off – his lungs were really hurting him last night and
he had to use his breathing machine several times yesterday and so
far several times this morning. He was coughing up white globs all
day. Harlan came with proper masks with filters in them.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">As the day went on, the wind really
picked up. Our favorite time of the day is between 7 – 8, right
after sunset, we like to sit up in the bathroom window, enjoying the
scene, and just sit and unwind.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">3/25 – Harlan came by again this
morning about 11 and while he carried old windows out of the basement
to the boat house, William got to sanding again – this time with
the filtered mask and proper goggles, he was able to do the work for
a few hours. He came up once with something in his eye, but he was
much better than yesterday.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">I polished more brass – especially
in the tower – I've never seen it so shiny! Last couple days the
winds have been at least 40mph plus! Very strong, out of the north
one day – very cold. Haven't been flying the flag for a few days.
It is fun to watch the gulls, the way they love to just soar – when
the winds are strongest, they look as if they are playing, soaring
between each other. What's funny is to watch when they get out of
balance and the gulls start 'peddling' their feet like crazy – they
get their balance back with that.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">3/26 – I met a lady outside this
afternoon, whom I started talking with, telling stories of this place
etc. She said she was from Lima, Peru, but right now lives in
Oregon, but will be going back to Mexico to live in Cabo San Lucas.
Anyway, we started then talking about God, but I soon realized that
after she said her friends who were Muslam and Hindu also believe in
the same God, she was one of those universilist type believers. I
kept saying 'thank you Jesus,' or the only way to God is through
Jesus, and such, but then she said she prays for the devil that he
may be saved. And I said, no way, he's condemned and that was why
hell was made, etc. Anyway, I'm praying she finds the truth.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">3/28 – yesterday was such an amazing
day! Saturday, the most beautiful, warmest, sunniest, day possible
and we left the lighthouse for the day. Tide was starting to cover
at 8:15 am when we left. We went out to breakfast, my 2<sup>nd</sup>
outing since we got here. We stuffed ourselves and enjoyed the
leasurly breakfast very thoroughly. We then went to Walmart to get
the lighthouse shopping out of the way, we then headed out to St.
George point, viewed for a bit at the most beautiful,
sun-diamond-sparkling sea-spot, then decided to go back into town
because we forgot to bring something to drink. I went into Dollar
Tree, and went a little too crazy buying candy (I came home later to
make a goodie bag out of it all), and $17 later I finally came out
with the needed drinks. We went back out, this time all the way out
to the point, found a sitting spot and had the most wonderful time
viewing the white caps coming ashore, where behind were snow-covered
mountain peaks popping out from purple-cast foreground foothills.
There was a purplish-haze covering the horizon in all directions, but
we could see quite clearly, St. George Lighthouse. Beautiful time.
We drove back into town sometime afternoon, looking for a Subway (or
the like), gave up after awhile and went to the printers to print out
the previous portion of this lighthouse journal (x 2 for the board
and for the lighthouse binder). We then headed out the backway to
the Jedidiah Smith State Park to see the redwoods. It seems as
though the whole countryside was outside and at the beach or in town
or in the Redwoods today. We did finally find a quiet spot to hang a
bit. We never did eat lunch.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">We got back to the lighthouse about
2:30, tide was just down by say maybe 20 min or so, but we just sat
on a bench, looking over the beach, awaiting a parking spot at the
front where we could view our car from the lighthouse. However,
after quite awhile waiting, it didn't look as if that would happen in
the near future. While waiting, I was eating my chex mix snack and
several ground squirrels came over and actually crawled up on me!
However, they would not eat the chex mix – shows what poisions are
really in those things – however, I did find a baggie in my pocket
of the choc.chip cookies I made the other day. They were all over me
for that! Then, I found a small amount of sunflower seeds in a
baggie and one squirrel was on my lap, head inside the baggie
stuffing his pouches full, which were already full from the cookie!
I patted them, they were soft, even though they were obviously
moulting. Fun time, indeed!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Anyway, we finally get up to the
lighthouse, William went to take a nap, and I took my book outside,
sat at the picnic table out front, about 3:30, thinking I could keep
an eye out for the visiters we were expecting. The evening of the
26<sup>th</sup>, maybe around 5 or so, this family was walking by the
chart-room window (along with dozens of others – it was very
beautiful out; however, very chilly due to the strong, cold winds),
our sun-shade was down (and when the sun shines directly on it, like
it was doing then, you can't see through it), and we were just
sitting there, William on the computer and me playing a pen-and-paper
Suduko game, and she walks up to the window to peer in, saying, “I
see someone in there writing or something,” so I lift the shade a
bit, stick my face in the window about the time she got close,
startling her when I made a face and said, “yes, someone's in
here!” We both laughed and went about our business. However, God
wouldn't leave me alone. He kept saying, “Go out and talk to her.”
I was comfortable where I was and I didn't really want to, so I
waited through a couple times Him saying that. I finally got up and
said, “fine, I'll go”, I thought to myself, but William said,
'What?” and I just said, “I'm going outside to check around.”
I go out there and start talking to the lady, who was standing at the
picnic table along with some others laughing and talking. They were
sooooo interested in talking with me, hearing some stories, I invited
them in for a quick tour of the tower (man, boy, woman), then one
thing led to another and I told her how God told me to go talk to
her. She lit up and got all excited and said something like, “I
knew it!” Anyway, they went on out and William and I went to the
tower so they could take our pictures outside the tower. They were
so excited about meeting us, even though I don't remember saying
anything all that extraordinary, but as we were above, they shouted
to us, “We want to give you a gift. $20.?” and I yelled back, we
can't take $$ but you can put it in the donation box. Again, “he
yelled up, we want to give YOU a gift. What do you like? Wine,
beer? I know, I bet you're a Jack Daniels guy.” And William said,
“No, not really, but we sometimes like wine – a German or a
French wine.” So they agreed to come back the next evening to talk
with us some more, bringing some wine.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">So, I had a feeling then yesterday,
while sitting out and reading in the sun, that I may have missed
seeing them being so engrossed in my book, that about 4 pm, I walked
around and was about to come to the back door, when there they were,
at the back door! They were so excited to see me, he says, “I
bought my whole family (they had driven up from south of Reading, CA
the day before, for an impromptu, last minute, not really planned
trip to this lighthouse). The lady kept saying, “I knew God
planned this trip.” Anyway, the family: man, boy, woman, 2 other
woman (woman's sisters), 2 teen girls; we invited them in and they
all just took seats in the chart-room, floor, couch, they gave me the
wine and I passed around the goodie bag of candy for each a handful,
and William stood in the entrance to the kitchen and we started
talking. They were asking questions, William/and or I would answer,
but in reality, it was like a surreal event: it was like sometimes I
was aware and sometimes I wasn't, kind of like fading in and out, and
I really don't remember much about the words I was speaking, but it
was most obvious the words were making MAJOR impact on everyone in
the room! The Holy Spirit really took over the conversation and it
was SO obvious this was a major God-moment, healing and major
revelations was taking place within these people. At one point, I
was answering a question of, “how do you know what to say when
casting out a demon?” this coming from one of the most inquisitive
teens, and I don't remember thinking about this, but just saying, “in
the name of Jesus, you be gone from here you spirit of depression!”
and I pointed right between the two women. William continued to
minister to them and many of them were in tears, and right then,
someone knocked on the window, disrupting the moment and it was
Michael and his wife (William's boss). I knew right then that the
perverbal 'monkey' just threw in the 'wrench' to wreck this moment –
an attack of the enemy! I was quite astounded (though shouldn't have
been), realizing the timing of this intrusion. I left William to
continue talking (by now, he was sitting on the floor, really
intense, sometimes in tears himself), and I went out to say, “what
the heck are you doing here?” to Mike and his wife. He informed me
he 'got a whim' around 1 pm to come running down here to see us. He
informed me that he had called William, left a message AND txt.
William never got a single call today, that he was aware of! Anyway,
I brought him into the already crowed room, I suggested everyone
retire to the front room. I had inturrupted William in the middle of
his intense story of meeting a demon for the first time, and the
crowd was intensley awaiting the rest of the story, saying “what
happened? What happened?” as we were moving. We quickly settled,
then wanting to hear the story, William finished, they asked
questions, William preaching, and I knew I had to get Michael and his
wife up to the tower so as not to interrupt any longer (he kept
whispering to me, we gotta get going soon), so I took them on up.
Michael was especially amazed about the house/tower/history, I then
took them into all the other rooms, then into the Parlor, seeing as
we passed, William again was intense and they were all in tears.
Michael especially loved all the stories. Then Michael's wife
started asking some really searching, good questions in response to
some of what William was saying (as she heard bits and pieces). I
could tell she really wanted to go in and hear more (Michael was
acting impatient, wanting to have William take him to the basement and
talk with him.) I knew this was a direct attack from the enemy, but
wanted to accomidate both events. I finally inturrupted William,
they and the guys all went to the basement, William leaving me in
charge of praying deliverance upon this one particular lady (fear,
depression – her son in juvie for bad deeds, etc) she herself even
questioned me about what I said earlier, and I told her that “God
said that out of my mouth, for I had no intention of saying those
words.” That really impacted her. We prayed over her (all the
ladies laying hands on her) and I gave them an overview of how to
keep your freedom/healing, how to stay in the word, praise/worship
songs, etc. I took the women to the tower, spoke more, answered more
questions. The guys came back, everyone left about the same time
(around 7 or so). The bottom line: these people got a crash course
of Christianity 101 – 110! Pretty much our stories AND what we had
been learning from Curry Blake – for we ourselves have been having
intense bible studies this past month, going through his “New Man”
series.
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">We have found that God brought us down
here with a whole other agenda – not to minister to the people
we've met here before, but a new thing: fill us up with more wisdom,
knowledge, and power and then to impart what we were learning to
'select' people he's led us to talk with here at the lighthouse. It
has been a very powerful time!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">3/31 – We had another awesome God
encounter today. William was out walking about, talking with people
while I was inside cleaning getting ready for move-out day tomorrow.
He comes running in asking if I minded him bringing in a few people
for a quick tour. Of course, when God shows someone to 'give a tour'
to, He ends up doing a whole lot more! Sure enough, William brings
in this family of 3 kids, parents, we give them a tour and
intersperse a message from God at the same time – for well over an
hour. But most powerful, by the time William led them all outside,
they were asking questions and William spoke with them for quite some
time – they were very impacted. Cool!</p>
Roberta Hayeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07983901289185030743noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1327603472612090277.post-58948915951081202652021-02-06T17:13:00.002-08:002022-03-19T17:15:15.598-07:00<p>
</p><p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">I’ve been reprimanding myself for not
writing everything down the past few months – SOOOO much has
happened spiritually and physically in our own little world, let
alone worldwide.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">I’ve been reading a lot, books by
Tracie Peterson, Siri Mitchell, and lately Kate Breslin. Especially
Kate – very good! I just love this part in p. 91:</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 80px; text-align: left;">“It suddenly struck him – he was
traveling with a pretend wife to observe an alleged enemy spy likely
posing under a phony name, and while there, he was to deliver plans
to a man helping the Parisians to build a fake city. Was nothing
real any longer?”</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">The best thing about the past few weeks
is how much God has been revealing himself to us and coming upon us
in big ways. I have been singing praised and warfare songs the past
couple months in a fervor that I haven’t done before. God kept
saying to me, “Keep it up – this is warfare!” We have quite a
line-up of awesome music. Shane and Shane, Harvest, and the Jewish
music/Native American music has been so awesome and powerful.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Anyway, we’ve been in the Word and it
has been so powerful: Esther 8, Amos 3, Haggai 2, Psalms 82, Isaiah
52, 58, Luke 19, Psalms 118, 2 Thes. 2, etc. and etc. Such powerful
and awesome, so ‘right now’ stuff! God is on the move! Justice
and Liberty is happening now world-wide. We’ve been plugged in to
some powerful videos from Angel Network, Mario Murillo, Charlie Ward,
etc. All the exposures and documents that have been released lately,
William has been pouring over them. We are in an awesome time –
the ‘Storm’ Trump was referring to is happening! So cool.
Justice is being served! Evil is coming down. Our job right now is
to keep praying down the enemy, telling others the truth of what’s
going on, tell people to not be afraid but to rely on Jesus, etc.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">I never thought that I would see a time
when so many people were so afraid of dying that they were willing to
stop living. We’ve gotta take a stand on freedom, children/women
slavery, abortion, overall confusion on terminology, ideology, etc.</p>
Roberta Hayeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07983901289185030743noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1327603472612090277.post-67968522163757391562021-01-13T17:12:00.001-08:002022-03-19T17:13:39.081-07:00<p>Bible study in the morning.
Awesome time. Last night, William and I stepped outside on the
balcony and heard a chorus of tree frogs – 1000s of them, singing
non-stop. Then from the pond corner of my yard, a big horny toad or
big frog of some sort (not a bull frog) joins in about every 30
seconds or so. I stepped out onto the balcony tonight about 8pm and
the same thing. I said last night, “The chorus of frogs are
singing of the Glory of God! That they are again!</p><p>
</p><p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Angels across the sky, 5:20-30pm
perhaps
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">I was sitting upstairs in my room,
sitting in my rocker, looking toward the window, when I saw a
lavender and peach-colored, spotted sky. I jumped up and out of my
chair and went out onto the deck looking up at the sky the entire
time. The western mountain was silhouetted against a flame
orange-peach color and the sky graduated into the above mentioned
lavender and peach as it stretched out to the east.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">As I stared at the beauty and
proclaimed God’s wonder and thanked Jesus, two flames of jet
orange-red flew at an angle from the north-west toward and above us
(by then, William joined me), and abruptly I saw above me 2 huge
angels, wings spread, rippling as if feathers in flight. At first,
the closest angel’s profile was just a normal face, but as I
observed the sky as if all at once, the face formed into the King of
Kings, crown and all, at which I proclaimed “King of Kings, Lord of
Lords”, facing forward as if onward toward battle in the east. The
other angel, further ahead and on the other side, yet very large,
same wing spread, rippling, had an intense, determined face-profile.
They traveled as if in slow motion, yet as if in very fast flight all
at the same time, going past me, yet still looked like they were
above all at the same time. The rest of the sky was aflutter with
millions of wings, yet rippled as if in unison, but not all at the
same time. There was such a soft, flutter, barely audible sound, the
world sounded and felt like it was standing still. The whole sky
gradually darkened with the most brilliant, yet subdued at the same
time of the above mentioned colors. It never lost its intensity.
While we were gazing into the sky, looking everywhere all at the same
time, yet managed to stay focused on strategically positioned
throughout, various horses, a lion, and millions of wings, layered
several deep, yet all flying in unison, yet not at the same time.
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">At one point, a huge foot descended,
yet it was not aimed toward us, it was ‘flying’ forward with the
rest, bottom of foot facing east. I ‘felt’ the ‘foot of
justice’ coming down somewhere. There were shapes of angels
everywhere, changing constantly, yet not, all at the same time. Each
one was ‘brilliant’, yet not, in a shimmery way,that blended as a
whole so as not to attract attention to self, yet I could see so many
individuals. The entire sky, even as I looked to the east where they
were going, was full of angels.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">I cannot describe it without stating
the ‘one way, yet not’ scenario, because I could not really
describe it.
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">What I heard was at first, very faint,
I was unsure of what I was hearing. I heard gradually, yet
distinctly bright sounding trumpets, several of them, but not
overwhelming as if too many. I heard and felt a rumble that grew in
intensity out side of me as well as inside of me. The rumble inside
intensified gradually into a shake so intense I got a severe cramp in
my side, the pain of which made me focus my eyes back onto self
rather that what was above. As I was going through the pain, I kept
wanting to look to the sky as it gradually darkened, and I kept
asking Jesus, “why is the light getting dimmer, yet still intense?
Isn’t the fire of the Holy Spirit supposed to grow in intensity?
Why am I seeing it dim?” He kept saying, “you’ll see, you’ll
see ….”
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">I got back to my rocking chair,
clutching my side, sat back and asked God to minister to me and the
downstairs music selection was playing: “Boycot Hell” by
DeGarmo & Key and God talked to me through those words of that
song as to the meaning of what I had seen and what we are to do.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">The whole time I was seeing and hearing
all of this, I heard myself saying things I can’t remember right
now, as they transpired. I was thanking Jesus for all of the above
throughout the experience, I was proclaiming victory in Jesus over
our valley, I was saying “Go Jesus Go”, and other things.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><br />
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">6:30 pm I just hung up from a phone
call from Louise whom I haven’t heard from since at least October,
maybe early November. She is the only other prophetic person I can
tell anything to and she listened to my above story, of which I just
finished writing and was adding in the almost forgotten foot part,
when she called. She immediately said that open vision from God was
a special blessing to me for being faithful, and that he wanted to
encourage me. William said the almost exact thing right after this
happened and we compared notes. He only saw the 2 angels, the jet of
fire behind them, the color of the sky, and saw nor heard anything
else. She went on to say that I just had an open vision, a special
gift from God, and witnessed the Armies of God!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">She went on to say her experience of
the sky: she had just awakened from a nap and noticed the house
getting darker. She was captivated by the fading orange sky out the
window and ran to it knowing and feeling she had a message from God.
It was about 6:30 she called me.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">William was saying earlier how he had
heard a prophet say God’s released the spirit of Elijah and that it
was Elijah as the other angel.</p>
<p> </p>Roberta Hayeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07983901289185030743noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1327603472612090277.post-73249243725864371012021-01-01T17:08:00.000-08:002022-03-19T17:11:44.217-07:00New Year<p>
</p><p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Jan. 1 - Wow, what a year; however, the battle
is not over. William and I have been in a lot of prayer and
Worship/Praise time the past couple weeks – full out battle! But
God already WON! Justice and Truth are coming down!
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">We’ve got a tiger by the tail and we
are NOT letting go no matter what! The Kingdom of God takes no
prisoners, we will not compromise! We will no longer let those have
no remorse for their sins stop us from our work for the Father. The
cause of Christ WILL be dominate – we must be strong now and rise
up – it is now or never!!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">The Bride of Christ is determined to
die before bow before demons/world systems. The Bride has been
refined over these past 2,000 years, but there is more refining to be
done – someday we will be thrown into the lion’s den for God’s
Glory – but the time is NOT NOW!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">It is no different than 500 years ago
during the reformation. The Bride became so strong that they kept
the Gospel at ALL costs! The King of Kings is coming for a Pure
Bride, thus we MUST go through the refining fire – therefore, FIGHT
NOW and do NOT compromise no matter what!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">I see why Joel speaks of the young
generation rising up and becoming that – it has to be the young
because generations of the ‘church’ have been compromised! That
is why Satan targets the young so – look! They’ve been killed
from the womb, sold into slavery en mass, denied truth in education
and now no education at all! Their heritage, their freedom has been
stolen to the point they never even knew about it (that is why they
embrace the lie of communism) and now get nothing at all but fantasy
land (electronic games) and propaganda news, no faith was allowed
from the get-go (taken out of school/government/society). There is a
pure generation about to burst forth – the young from the
redemption time – now, that which is coming up! A new generation
arises to go forth in the NAME OF JESUS!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Take heed now while it is still light!
For darkness has come and the midnight hour is about to strike!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Holy Spirit all over William especially
the last couple days. He’s been glued to the computer/internet
catching all the ‘patriot’ goings on – AMAZING things going on
right now!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><br /></p>
Roberta Hayeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07983901289185030743noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1327603472612090277.post-15809748831438646432020-12-14T17:03:00.004-08:002022-03-19T17:06:53.320-07:00Truth!<p>
</p><p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Humanism will not fix the issues we
have in society. That’s what I don’t get – where’s the
disconnect with people! It is sooooo obvious from history. All you
have to do is look to the truth (the biggest issue today) of history
– they haven’t destroyed all the books yet (did you see what they
banned in CA last week?!!!) – it is ALL there in history!
Communism, Socialism, Democratic Socialism (are you kidding me!
Dichotomy!), Marxist, etc. and etc. IT DOES NOT WORK!! Jesus is the
ONLY answer – He alone can fix the issues of society: we have to
let Him back into politics, back into the schools, back into our
homes, and yes, back into our churches!!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">I know the bible says God puts the
blindness on men at times to reveal the truth AND to show the
black-white difference between good and evil; however, it still blows
my mind constantly how people fall for the OBVIOUS lies being
perpetrated upon them. My own daughters even – I’ve lost my
entire family over these issues (truth vs. lies), and what really
gets me is that I RAISED THEM IN THE WORD! I raised them knowing
truth of history, truth of society, etc. and etc. early on AND the
truth of the gospel! But the corruption/humanism/lies forced down
their throats, from now we know as the deep state for decades now,
yanked them right out of their mother’s arms of truth and stole
them from me. God is still in control, I believe they will come back
to Him. Anyway, one kid has a history degree – of all the most
blatant of all, in your face facts right there in front of you, and
to still ignore them to believe the LIE. That’s what gets me. I
am reading a book right now (wow, God always puts books in my path at
certain times that coincide with what is going on in society) called:
I Will Bear Witness, 1933 – 1941, A Diary of the Naxi Years,
Victor Klemperer (published in 1998). Oh my gosh!!! Are you kidding!
We are repeating history people!!</p><p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Here are some quotes:</p><p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</p><p style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">Jan. 14, 1933:
“The miseries of the new year the same as before, the house, the
cold, lack of time, lack of money, ho hope of credit … this
business will really be the end of us. I can see it coming and feel
helpless” [world-wide depression going on then – any different
than world-wide shut down??]</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">Feb. 21: “…how
one is blind in the face of events, how no one has a clue to the real
balance of power. Who will have the majority on March 5? Will the
terror be tolerated and for how long?” …The German Nationals
[Nazi} want to do away with the academic training of school teachers.
‘You overestimate the influence of the German Nationals in the
coalition,’ said Baeumler. – Politics everywhere and everywhere
the terror of the Right.” [like our ‘Left’; Hitler was elected
in Jan. of that year]</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">March 10: “What,
up to election Sunday on March 5, I called terror, was a mild
prelude. Now the business of 1918 is being exactly repeated, only
under a different sign, under the swastika. Again, it’s astounding
how easily everything collapses. …. I cannot imagine that anyone
really believes in Communist perpetrators instead of paid Nazi work.
Then the wild prohibitions and acts of violence. And on top of that
the never ending propaganda in the streets, on the radio, etc. …an
indignant denial, no harm will come to loyal Jews. [Christians now] …
A complete revolution and party dictatorship. And all opposing
forces as if vanished from the face of the earth.”</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">[there’s a lot
more within the intervening pages, but jumping ahead] “July 29,
1934: Berlin … an atmosphere of ‘mute despair’ in the city.
The bloodbath was worse than admitted … the public is kept in fear,
individuals or groups (which?) threatened indirectly. [the escalation
of evil and violence was fast].</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">Aug. 4: “The
people hardly notice this complete coup d’etat, it all takes place
in silence, drowned out by hymns to the dead Hindenberg. I would
swear that millions upon millions have no idea what a monstrous thing
has occurred. – Eva says, ‘and we belong to this band of
slaves.’”</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">Aug. 21: The five
million No and spoiled ballots on Aug. 19 again 38 million who voted
Yes mean ethically so much more than simply a ninth of the total. It
took some courage and reflection. All the voters were intimidated
and intoxicated with phrases and festive noise. One third said Yes
out of fear, one third out of intoxication, one third out of fear and
intoxication. [cheating at election time, imaging that]</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">Sept. 4: [this guy
is a professor in University!] “Language of the 3<sup>rd</sup>
Reich: … in future primary schoolteachers should no longer be
‘academically’ trained . They should ‘teach German youth
counting, writing and reading.’ Further: ‘A total science of
people and state based on the National Socialist idea is at the heart
of the non-denominational school.” … (a) return to the primitive
(b) total science!”</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">Sept. 11: “Language
of the 3<sup>rd</sup> Reich: … Loyalty, of all things, after the
revolt. Always have the cheek to claim the opposite. … Propaganda
‘must not lie.’ It ‘must be creative.’ – ‘Fear of the
people is the characteristic feather of the liberal conception of the
state.’ We practice an ‘active influencing’ of the people
‘complemented by a systematic long-term education of a people.’</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">Dec. 16: “Hitler
is firmly in the saddle again. It is hard not to despair. But the
strong, general disaffection is still there.”</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">There is so much
more within these pages, this is just a touch – a REPEAT of
history! We are supposed to learn from our mistakes – not repeat
them!!!</p><p style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;"> </p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">I remember really squawking about the
law that eventually came about in the 80’s, 90’s about the seat
belts – I fought that one too! It’s about freedom! It’s about
the right to speak! It is obvious what these masks are about! One
freedom stolen leads to another stolen – WHEN DO WE STAND UP AND
SAY , “NO MORE STEALING!”! One day WILL be too late! Just like
Victor Klemperer found out! We cannot just sit back and say,
“someone else will take care of this,” or “who cares, that’s
out there and I’m in here” mentality. Cowards! Stand up and
say, “NO MORE!”</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;"> </p>
Roberta Hayeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07983901289185030743noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1327603472612090277.post-46701615967550150842020-11-28T16:54:00.001-08:002022-03-19T17:03:02.734-07:00End Times<p>
</p><p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">I’m always amazed and so blessed to
get sermons every day. William wakes up and most mornings and busts
out in sermon – this morning’s was sooooo good. He got going
about how he (and most people) wrestle with God at times in life and
depending on the outcome, will depend on one’s next direction in
life; and therefore, the longer one wrestles, the longer and harder
the consequences/pain one will suffer in the process (Jacob’s
story: Gen. 32:24-25), but if we give in to Jesus, we get greater
blessings than we can imagine. Why can’t we get it? God gave us
all a conscious to keep us on the right path. As society progresses
down the road (getting worse and worse, by the way, not better), the
blindness on the people (by choice or by ignorance or placed there by
God), gets bigger – don’t bite the hand that truly feeds you
truth! Seek Jesus – He has all the answers and will lift that
blindness! That is all we (the remnant) is trying to say: Wake up
to TRUTH, seek out TRUTH in all of its forms and quit wrestling with
God! Listen to that still small voice, that conscious God placed
within you, and KNOW TRUTH when you hear it. The longer you wait,
the greater the consequences/suffering you will have to go through.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Anyway, that couples with Simon (Matt.
27:32, Mark 15:21, Luke 23:26): God proved a point here that we are
ALL already judged and condemned – but Jesus is the answer! The
longer we continue to go around thinking we are innocent of any crime
(Simon thought so as well, don’t we go around saying to ourselves:
“Oh, my sin, what I do isn’t as bad as so and so”) – the
harder the consequences. Just join in and receive the gospel in its
entirety! There is true freedom found there!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Satan has always tried to destroy the
church - the biggest scandal in your face type has taken place in the
past 6 months: the coup has already started and people (some of the
elect) have already been deceived. The churches have been shut down
– again – didn’t you see it the first time? And now again?
You cowards! Stand up and fight the devil – he is amongst you, he
is in you – stand up and say: “Jesus is victor and I stand for
Jesus and TRUTH! You have already failed the pre-test – you’ve
already taken the mark spiritually and physically by NOT standing up
and speaking the truth of what is happening in this society NOW! The
takeover has already happened and we have a short window of time to
take it back or LOSE IT FOREVER!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">You have already received The Mark
(mark on your forehead) if you believe the fake news (false prophets)
and agreeing to that socialist, communist MINDSET/MARK. You have
already received The Mark (on your hand) if you are so attached to
your Smartphone (buy/sell) that you are already sold out to THE
SYSTEM. What we do with our hands – to live. We have a choice to
make: Choose Jesus and LIVE! Choose slavery and die – is it no
different than what William Wallace said to the Scots prior to
battle - choose to live in slavery or choose to die in freedom!
There is NO HOPE in this world’s systems for the devil owns them.
The only hope is to be set free from as many of this system’s
chains as possible (live within your means, no credit, cash only
living, live off your own two hands in what you can do – no
hand-outs while you are lazy, honesty and integrity in all life’s
transactions. Live as a disciple of Christ and teach others to do
the same!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">The line has already been drawn – no
other time in history has it been made so evident between RIGHT –
WRONG/ TRUTH – LIES – it is already here! Choose right and truth
and thereby choose Jesus! He has already won! But we (the remnant)
must stand up and fight NOW or forever let our freedoms be stolen and
thereby ushering in the final hour – it is all spelled out in
REVELATION!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">What has our ‘church’ become but
COWARDS! It has become the ‘butter-me-up-pat-me-down gospel! Just
like you let prayer be taken out of school, just like you allowed
legalized blood gifts to demons (abortion), etc. and etc. And NOW
you cower behind your masks at home rather than say “NO” to lies.
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0.14in; margin-top: 0.17in;">Doesn’t the
Bible say Jesus is a healer? It also says God is our provider.
Where is your faith? We are to be living by faith – isn’t that
what the Bible also says? If you are covering your face to protect yourself
(truth is out there – it is no protection - its a lie) then you have
no faith that Jesus can heal you. Then what do you use Jesus for?
Let Him USE YOU to be a light in darkness to reveal TRUTH! But no,
you chose to be muzzled and silenced and be herded like good little
Sheeples you are, believing their false prophets – good for who?
You chose your slavery to fear and sickness. It will only get worse
and you will become more and more deaf and blind. Wake up! Stand up
and say NO like good disciples of Jesus Christ you are supposed to
be. You haven’t even shed blood yet (Heb. 12:4, Rev. 16:6, but
there you cower and hide behind your walls. God said to “go out to
the highways and byways and compel them to come in.” Luke 14:23 In
to where? Your little buildings and clubhouses where you nit-pick
every little sin everyone else does, but you have your ticket to
heaven – you’ve been sitting in those clubhouses for 40 years
waiting … Think again! Rev. 3:16 “I will spew you out of my
mouth!”</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">The biggest problem non-believers have
with Christians is that they are hypocrites. And they are right –
so what are we going to do about it? Stand up and share the TRUTH of
the gospel! Because another 60 years of take-over of our lives/truth
was allowed (yes, Kennedy was killed by the deep state/the same deep
state that wants to enslave/kills you) yes, there is suffering, we
have to go to the cross and carry it like Simon did with Jesus. And
yes, speaking the truth may get you in trouble – so the headlines
may read: Grandma gets jailed for singing Christmas carols in her
neighborhood …. Or Grandpa gets beat up for refusing to wear the
mask while walking his dog … while the mask-wearers call in such
grievances from their enclosed fortresses - yes, that is what
‘society/corrupt globalists’ have brought us to while spoiled
little brats (most of whom were raised in American freedom) go about
our streets killing and destroying (without a mask no less) with the
Mayor’s or Governor’s blessing – to bring in more lies slavery,
destruction, and death, and we do what? Cower in our homes while
grandma and grandpa go out there and shout “No! Stop the
insanity!” Yes, it is up to the Babyboomers (those who SAW and
KNOW truth) to teach the younger generations the truth, while people
in China, India, and many other places get shot for sharing the love
and truth of Jesus in their neighborhoods and we complain that there
is no toilet paper in the stores!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Is that so far from the truth? That is
exactly what many brave people are doing right now – singing
praises to God in the streets (like any American should have the
right to do).</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Call the plandemic and communism being
foisted on us for what it is, speak the truth of freedom through
Jesus, tell the blind and the deaf Sheepels to quit following the
false prophets and follow the one who created them – we have
already been given the truth – get out there and learn it!</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">I’ve just finished reading a book
written in 1969, “Henry and the Great Society” by H.O. Roush,
Sr., Pathway Publishers, 258 ON 250 OW, LaGrange, IN 46761 – a must
read now along with another book I am currently reading: <span style="color: black;">The
diary of Victor Klemper.</span></p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">The Truth networks: OAN: One American
News
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Truth sources: Trey Smith and Salty
Cracker (very foul; but does thorough research and does great
exposures)</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Dutch Sheets: join in daily <span style="color: black;">prayer
for nation</span></p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="color: black;">Free DTS (Dallas
Theological Seminary)classes – love ‘em</span></p>
Roberta Hayeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07983901289185030743noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1327603472612090277.post-72099634767858154272020-11-20T15:25:00.003-08:002020-11-20T15:25:43.523-08:00Praise and Worship during this time!<p><b>" Prepare ye the way of the Lord ..." Are you ready?<br /></b></p><p>Nov. 20 - Wow, a lot has happened in the past couple months. Before the election, we heard all the prophets for today speak of Trump’s 2nd term, a couple years of unrest, America’s upswing, coming revival, etc. We believed then and we believe now – God is in Control! Always has been, always will be. God is not done with America yet. I’ve been saying that all along and am still saying it. Trump will take his 2nd term and will serve it. Great things for America are yet to come. </p><p> The past few weeks, I’ve had various neighbors come to me and discuss the times, but mostly, they need comfort because they are in fear. They don’t hear the truth like I do (because William searches diligently for it and shares it). I’ve been saying the same thing for months: God is still in control – he’s stepping in for a bit of whop-ass – he’s going to be meting out some justice! Fight for your rights as Americans, say no to stupid! Speak the truth EVERYWHERE, etc. We are the forerunners to the next era (a short one) and may have to be martyrs for the cause. We have to be the leaders we were called to be. There are few of us, and many there are of the scared, those who just need an encouraging word and pointed in the right direction. We have continued and will continue to be outspoken about the truth of what is going on in this world. In the end, no matter what – WE WIN! Jesus is Victor!</p><p><br />I’ve been doing a free (on the internet) study with Dallas Theological Seminary since about the last week of Oct. The first lesson I went through was Names and Attributes of God by Dr. Scott Harrell; very good, engaging speaker, awesome overview. <a href="https://courses.dts.edu/">https://courses.dts.edu/</a> Anyway, I’ve started I & II Thessalonians (just did the overview and chs 1-3) and it is amazing how absolutely timely it is. With what is going on in the world, the parallels are astounding; however, even Jesus warned us many times that persecution MUST come! We were destined for persecution – following Jesus will cost you! We are in a spiritual war! We MUST engage with the ‘outside’ world and not stayed holed up – we are the witness for TRUTH in all of its forms!</p><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEje-NOtbqBwvJNWyG-5bLfkP3Fv-FRXwpnc0YZvTtHe-uf-1bNIJTRKq_XNdkFt-h_7J6u291mxp9t3XZi82eaVvirG1xwnRpp9x4wbNoeMMaI5HUaTNQwA03v16Rm7ogImrTjNVDXZA6o/s800/practice4.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="800" data-original-width="600" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEje-NOtbqBwvJNWyG-5bLfkP3Fv-FRXwpnc0YZvTtHe-uf-1bNIJTRKq_XNdkFt-h_7J6u291mxp9t3XZi82eaVvirG1xwnRpp9x4wbNoeMMaI5HUaTNQwA03v16Rm7ogImrTjNVDXZA6o/s320/practice4.jpg" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">one of the paintings (in my practice notebook) I've done in the past month or so<br /></td></tr></tbody></table><br /><p><br />I have found myself the past couple months in constant praise/worship with such powerful music (Shane and Shane, Paul Wilbur, Joshua Aaron, Dance with Me <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TEt6pEYKvbE">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TEt6pEYKvbE</a>, and a bunch of new stuff we found by Messianic Jewish musicians, esp. <a href="https://www.bing.com/videos/search?q=teshuvah+musician&qs=n&sp=-1&pq=teshuvah+musician&sc=2-17&sk=&cvid=D4652336ED5C4486AE39B03F21590E37&ru=%2fsearch%3fq%3dteshuvah%2bmusician%26qs%3dn%26form%3dQBRE%26sp%3d-1%26pq%3dteshuvah%2bmusician%26sc%3d2-17%26sk%3d%26cvid%3dD4652336ED5C4486AE39B03F21590E37&view=detail&mmscn=vwrc&mid=23DB24C8507B0C85936923DB24C8507B0C859369&FORM=WRVORC" target="_blank">Teshuva </a> – so awesome and powerful – I do literally praise and worship all day, dancing around and God told me that is WARFARE!! I’m praising God and thanking Him for all his victories and declaring what He said He is going to do!!</p><p><br />When you live in perfect faith, there is no fear or worry for what is to come. God ALWAYS takes care of us – we always have what we need. No matter our circumstances, the battle belongs to the lord – when we keep that mindset, that vision, then we have no reason to doubt. The past couple months have been massive warfare for us. The more we speak out, do God’s will in all things, the more the enemy attacks. Just since the end of Sept. we’ve had our breaks go completely out on our 20-year old car (God preserved William on the road by telling him just in time to “pull over and call the mechanic”. We had just had them completely replaced because they were making a lot of noise - roters, calipers, pads, etc) and since William had missed working most of Sept. because of traveling down to the Rogue Valley to put my mom on hospice, his back going out on him, concern for breaks, etc., we didn’t have the money to pay for them, so William’s brother offered! What a blessing! Then not a week goes by and the timing belt snapped as William was driving down the street. We couldn’t afford that, so Max loaned us the money to have it fixed. What a blessing! All this time, more work missed because William had no car to drive (and his back was still going in and out on him). On top of all that, my children and grandchildren (whom I haven’t seen in 4 – 8 years) flew out to Oregon to visit my mom (only 3 hours away) and I couldn’t go see them due to not having a car! Then, no sooner we get that fixed and now into November, somehow our windshield split down the middle with spiders going every which way! Then, last week, my half-sister died.</p><p><br />The point is not the circumstances, but praising God and growing in Faith throughout the onslaught, and still witnessing! We were destined for persecution! And next week, we have another funeral to attend …<br /><br /><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhNLtaTnoPYPxo548kD9jBvflkK6SMO_BC7H4Y0WYHz0WtZYWS1ihy3b32-uP5qFqD6dSE4jdtTus0cg_mD5yN35lTifevgtSw71vJgvN9gF5BMNFF1xmPTbwYaOphF3ilumyZV4ofnGU0/s2048/TGIVINGPOSTER.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1638" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhNLtaTnoPYPxo548kD9jBvflkK6SMO_BC7H4Y0WYHz0WtZYWS1ihy3b32-uP5qFqD6dSE4jdtTus0cg_mD5yN35lTifevgtSw71vJgvN9gF5BMNFF1xmPTbwYaOphF3ilumyZV4ofnGU0/s320/TGIVINGPOSTER.jpg" /></a></div><br />Listen to the prophets: <a href="https://www.bing.com/videos/search?q=tomi+arayomi&docid=608029943488382025&mid=06010CB595F01EC895FD06010CB595F01EC895FD&view=detail&FORM=VIRE" target="_blank">Tomi Arayomi</a>, Kim Clement, Mark Taylor, Jonathan Cahn! 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</p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">Sept. 12 – “Choose today whom you will serve!”</span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">Where are the pastors, the leaders of the church?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Hiding in their homes instead of rallying the
troops and holding prayer and fasting meetings?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Or are they too worried to take a stand because of the people they would
lose – those who just want to hear the fluff and stuff.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>War has been declared!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Thousands of lives have been disrupted beyond
reason, because of the selfishness, lies, hatefulness of the ANTIFA and
BLM.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Oregonians/Americans!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Stand Up and Say “No More!”</span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 0.25in; text-autospace: ideograph-numeric; text-indent: -0.25in;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">Prov.
29:18<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>ASV<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Where there is no vision, the people cast off
restraint; But he that keepeth the law, happy is he. </span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-autospace: ideograph-numeric;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">Job 33:3 KJV<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My words <span style="color: black; mso-bidi-font-style: italic;">shall be of</span> the uprightness of my heart: and my lips shall utter
<span style="color: black;">knowledge</span> clearly. </span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-autospace: ideograph-numeric;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">Prov. 1:7<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>KJV<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>he
fear of the LORD <span style="color: black; mso-bidi-font-style: italic;">is</span><span style="color: black;"> </span>the beginning of <span style="color: black;">knowledge</span>:
<span style="color: black; mso-bidi-font-style: italic;">but</span><span style="color: black;"> </span>fools despise wisdom and instruction. </span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">Prov.
9:10<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>KJV<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>The fear of the LORD <span style="color: black; mso-bidi-font-style: italic;">is</span>
the beginning of wisdom: and the<span style="color: black;"> knowledge</span> of
the holy <span style="color: black; mso-bidi-font-style: italic;">is</span>
understanding.</span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">Prov.
18:5<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>KJV<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>The heart of the prudent getteth <span style="color: black;">knowledge</span>;
and the ear of the wise seeketh <span style="color: black;">knowledge</span>.</span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 10pt;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">Is. 5:13<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>KJV<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Therefore my people are gone into captivity, because <span style="color: black; mso-bidi-font-style: italic;">they have</span> no<span style="color: black;"> knowledge</span>: and their honourable men <span style="color: black; mso-bidi-font-style: italic;">are</span> famished, and their
multitude dried up with thirst. </span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-autospace: ideograph-numeric;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">Hos. 4:6<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>KJV<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My
people are destroyed for lack of <span style="color: black;">knowledge</span>:
because thou hast rejected <span style="color: black;">knowledge</span>, I will
also reject thee, that thou shalt be no priest to me: seeing thou hast
forgotten the law of thy God, I will also forget thy children. </span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">Wake up people of God!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>We are ALL called to be a witness! Pastors, the p<span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;">eople perish for lack of vision –
internal</span> – FEED THEM!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>No more
milk!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Give them substance - Seek the
truth and prepare the people what is happening and what is coming!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The p<span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;">eople destroyed for lack of knowledge – external</span>
– their blood is on YOUR hands!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Ez. 33!!</span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">The people have no vision and will perish, they need to be
prepared for the times we are in now, be given instruction of how to see and to
stand, and they need to be fed the MEAT of the WORD; thus instead, they believe
the lies (fake news) because we are NOT TELLING THEM THE TRUTH!</span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;">We
need to be knowledgeable of our times, but out of wisdom from God, being led by
God at all times.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Learn the signs of the
times!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>What do you do with it?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Gain wisdom from God by seeking Him</span>
then SHARE IT<span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;">!</span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Where are the prayer meetings??? Every church
should be open 24/7 for such, especially now!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>THIS IS WAR – a CALL TO FASTING AND PRAYER!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Where are you all?</span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 0.25in; text-autospace: ideograph-numeric; text-indent: -0.25in;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">2
Chron. 16:9<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>For the eyes of the LORD run
to and fro throughout the whole earth, to shew himself strong in the behalf of <span style="color: black; mso-bidi-font-style: italic;">them</span> whose heart <span style="color: black; mso-bidi-font-style: italic;">is</span> perfect toward him.
Herein thou hast done foolishly: therefore from henceforth thou shalt have
wars. </span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">2
Chron.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>7:14<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>If my people, which are called by my name,
shall humble themselves, and <span style="color: black;">pray</span>, and seek my
face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will
forgive their sin, and will heal their land.</span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">We
are heading into a time of restoration, of revival, of healing, of our nation
turning back to God – it will be a period of time prior of violence and
upheaval; however, </span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">but </span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">God IS still God of
America and God is not done with America!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>We will come out of this better and stronger!</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We
are NOT in judgment – yet.</span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">The
more people stay in the darkness (lack of knowledge/wisdom) and the longer they
turn from Christ, the darker their minds will become until they think killing
people is normal.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>After the rapture,
there is no more redemption!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The time is
now – a short window of time before the Holy Spirit is taken from the earth
(rapture of the Bride of Christ).<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Be
ready:<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Matt. 25 – the wise virgins had
the oil (Holy Spirit) and were ready when the groom (Jesus) came to claim the
bride.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">Just because you may have said “the prayer” when you were young and
you think you are saved (do you have fruit? Gal. 5:22), you may not be saved IF
YOU ARE NOT THE LIVING WITNESS GOD has created YOU to be!</span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">Rev.
18:23<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And the light of a candle shall
shine no more at all in thee; and the voice of the bridegroom and of the bride
shall be heard no more at all in thee: for thy merchants were the great men of
the earth; for by thy sorceries were all nations deceived. </span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">The
fire we’ve experienced this week in Oregon (Sept. 7-11) was caused by
Antifa/BLM setting them on their way out of Portland when they scattered
because Trump deputized the Sheriffs in the state as federal marshals and were
arresting them.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>(YES there is proof out
there, but FB and YouTube keep taking down the videos/pictures!!! Being the
communists they are!)<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>BLM<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>(out of their own mouths) said if they didn’t
get their way, they were going to burn down everything.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They burned down MY childhood home</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;"> (on Nevada St. in Quiet Village and 552
Eagle Mill Rd.)</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They burned down MY hometown</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;"> (Ashland <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LUKJr6HsS7M" target="_blank"> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LUKJr6HsS7M</a> , Talent)</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">, My friends and
family were affected, MY childhood valley – the Rogue Valley!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Yes, I’m pissed!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They have destroyed!</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>God’s people are a people of building up.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">God is about Good, Pure, Holy, Building Up;
however God will NOT be mocked!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This is
the season to fight back and stand against the enemy!!! Ecc. 3</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Our fighting is to be with prayer, speaking truth, helping, sharing – 2
Cor. 10: 3-5<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">For though we walk in
the flesh, we do not war after the flesh: (For the weapons of our warfare <span style="color: black; mso-bidi-font-style: italic;">are</span><span style="color: black;"> </span>not <span style="color: black;">carnal</span>, but
mighty through God to the pulling down of strong holds;) Casting down
imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge
of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ;</span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">This
fire is a mockery (enemy’s fire-physical) of God and all He stands for.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The fire of the Holy Spirit (the last great
revival)<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>is a spiritual fire that is
prophesized to start in the Pacific Northwest (back in the 80’s by several,
including Billy Graham’s group) and this (physical) fire of the enemy of God is
a slap in God’s face saying, “here’s your fire”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The fire of the Holy Spirit is in the hearts
of men – repentance and prayer!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Come
back to God!!</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It’s a time of restoration, of building – NOT
tearing down!</span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">In
this month of Elul (Jewish calendar</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;"> – part of our September</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">) is a time of repentance and prayer </span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">(His gates are ALWAYS open) </span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">– “The Kind is in the
field!” and ready for the harvest! </span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He has left his crown of glory
in order to draw close to us – a season where He is more accessible to us; (I found
a Messianic Jewish Rabbi, a lot of his stuff I agree with, just not the
legalistic stuff: Rabbi Mordecai Griffin </span><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qcZQ0GreE6k">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qcZQ0GreE6k</a><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">) </span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Where are
we?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Hiding in our homes/churches (if
they are still open) – all the more NOW more than ever – we need to be in the
field (outside the church buildings/on the streets) teaching people the
truth!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The truth of God (revival) and
the truth of our times (end times/revelation).<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Revelations is not a “horror story” – it is a time of rejoicing – the
King is coming!!!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>God is stepping in –
Jesus is being revealed in the USA again!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>God is stepping into the works of men and saying to the devil, “it is
not yet your time!!”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Be courageous, not
fearful and in despair!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This is a time
of rejoicing – God is NOT done with the church yet in the USA (or anywhere else
– take courage) – God has a purpose to fulfill – He is stepping into the works
of men and saying “Wake UP!”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We are
already at war!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>ANTIFA and BLM and the
Democrap party have already Declaired War!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Stand up and fight back – the west (all of the world for that matter) is
under a smoke screen, trying to sway your focus – do not be fooled!.</span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 1in;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="color: black; mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">Listen</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;"> to the new song – a battle cry for the
truth:<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia; mso-fareast-font-family: Calibri;">“Where We
Go One, We Go All” Dave Brainard Jenny Tolman 4/18/20<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5kCL4QhhZh0"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia; mso-fareast-font-family: Calibri;">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5kCL4QhhZh0</span></a></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 1in;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia; mso-fareast-font-family: Calibri;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Just beyond the stormy night Where the
darkness turns to light Waits a reckoning of wrong That will reveal we were
right Our battlefield is filled with ghosts The cannons flood the air with lies
and smoke Oh, but those who listen through the fear Will hear the trumpets
battle cry We stand, we crawl We fight, we fall We heed heaven’s call Where we
go one, We go All A sleeping army is now awake Victory is ours to take Some
will heal, some will feed Some will follow, some will lead, But, more than
this, we all will pray We stand, we crawl We fight, we fall We heed heaven’s
call Where we go one, We go All We stand, we crawl We fight, we fall We rise up
tall When we stand, we crawl We fight, we fall We heed heaven’s call Where we
go one, We go All Where we go one, We go All.</span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">Look through the smoke to see the truth!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Go to the high ground (with God) of law,
order, justice, peace, life, and morality.</span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-autospace: ideograph-numeric;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">Joshua<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>24:15 KJV<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>And if it seem evil unto you to <span style="color: black;">serve</span>
the LORD, choose you this day whom ye will <span style="color: black;">serve</span>;
whether the gods which your fathers served that <span style="color: black; mso-bidi-font-style: italic;">were</span><span style="color: black;"> </span>on the
other side of the flood, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land ye dwell:
but as for me and my house, we will <span style="color: black;">serve</span> the
LORD. </span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-autospace: ideograph-numeric;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">Josh. 10:8, 25<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And the LORD said unto Joshua, <span style="color: black;">Fear</span> them not: for I have delivered them into thine
hand; there shall not a man of them stand before thee.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And Joshua said unto them, <span style="color: black;">Fear</span> not, nor be dismayed, be strong and of good
courage: for thus shall the LORD do to all your enemies against whom ye fight. </span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-autospace: ideograph-numeric;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;">The lines HAVE already
been drawn – right vs. wrong/God vs. Satan.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>People of God - Do not fear!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We
are at war, but God is with us and WE WIN (Look at Revelations)!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This time we are in is a war of theology, of
thoughts, ideas – the will of God vs. the will of man – do not be
deceived!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The lawless one is satan</span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>- <span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">2 Thes. 2:3-4<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Let no one deceive you in any way. For that day will not come, unless
the rebellion comes first, and the man of <span style="color: black;">lawlessness</span>
is revealed, the son of destruction, who opposes and exalts himself against
every so-called god or object of worship, so that he takes his seat in the
temple of God, proclaiming himself to be God.</span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">We are in that time now!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Wake up and educate yourself on the facts!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Find people who speak truth – look at their
fruit – are they living for God?</span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-autospace: ideograph-numeric;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">1 Jn 4:3<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>(and 2:22) <span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">And every spirit that confesseth not that Jesus
Christ is come in the flesh is not of God: and this is that <span style="color: black; mso-bidi-font-style: italic;">spirit</span><span style="color: black;"> </span>of <span style="color: black;">antichrist</span>,
whereof ye have heard that it should come; and even now already is it in the
world. </span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-autospace: ideograph-numeric;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">2 John 1:7<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">For many deceivers are entered into the world, who confess not that
Jesus Christ is come in the flesh. This is a deceiver and an <span style="color: black;">antichrist</span>. </span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-autospace: ideograph-numeric;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">1 Titus 1:9<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">Knowing this, that the law is not made for a righteous man, but for
the <span style="color: black;">lawless</span> and disobedient, for the ungodly
and for sinners, for unholy and profane, for murderers of fathers and murderers
of mothers, for manslayers, </span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 0.25in; text-autospace: ideograph-numeric; text-indent: -0.25in;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">2 Thes. 2:6-12<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">And now ye know that
which restraineth, to the end that he may be revealed in his own season. For
the mystery of lawlessness doth already work: only <span style="color: black; mso-bidi-font-style: italic;">there is</span> one that restraineth now, until he
be taken out of the way.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And then shall
be revealed the<span style="color: black;"> lawless</span> one, whom the Lord
Jesus shall slay with the breath of his mouth, and bring to nought by the
manifestation of his coming; <span style="color: black; mso-bidi-font-style: italic;">even
he</span>, whose coming is according to the working of Satan with all power and
signs and lying wonders, and with all deceit of unrighteousness for them that
perish; because they received not the love of the truth, that they might be
saved. And for this cause God sendeth them a working of error, that they should
believe a lie: that they all might be judged who believed not the truth, but
had pleasure in unrighteousness. </span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 0.25in; text-autospace: ideograph-numeric; text-indent: -0.25in;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">If
you are not saved (Jesus is the only way – Jn. 14:6) AND filled with the Holy
Spirit (Mar. 1;8, Jn. 14;26, Acts 2:38, 5:32, 10:45, Rom. 9:1, 15:13, 1 Cor.
6:19, 12:3, Eph. 3, Tit. 3:5, Heb. 3, Jude 1:20) you WILL be deceived!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-autospace: ideograph-numeric;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">Listen to the true
prophets of today (Kim Clement, Mark Taylor, Jonathan Cahn</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">, David Wilkerson, etc. I’ve mentioned in prior posts</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">):<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>2 Peter. 1:21<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>For no prophecy ever came by the will of man: but men spake from God,
being moved by the <span style="color: black;">Holy Spirit. </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>What the church didn’t do (was asleep) in the
60’s, 70’s, 80’s, we need to do now!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Stand up and take back our country!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Do not be a coward!</span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">Rev. 21:8 ESV<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">But as for the <span style="color: black;">cowardly</span>, the faithless, the detestable, as for
murderers, the sexually immoral, sorcerers, idolaters, and all liars, their
portion will be in the lake that burns with fire and sulfur, which is the
second death."</span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">Where
are the Calebs and the Joshuas?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Have
they all turned to Ahaz and Jezebel?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Stand for truth!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Stand for
Jesus!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Take a stand for freedom,
children/babies, marriage/family, morality, law and order, etc. and etc.</span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">Cast
out confusion, lawlessness, lies, etc. from your life!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We are living the bible – what every prophet
and man/woman of God has looked forward to throughout the history of this world
is what we are seeing/experiencing today!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>We’re in the “Joseph” age – a time of storing up for what is coming and
the revealing of mysteries,<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>the “Moses”
age – “let my people go” out of darkness and into the light/plagues for the
unbelievers, people going through the “Job” experience, the “Gideon” experience
“the battle belongs to the Lord”, the Joshua experience “don’t be afraid”, etc.
and etc.</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>God IS active in the lives of humans – we are
His cherished creation.</span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">Freedom
is not free</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>There is a price to be paid – get out there
and speak the truth!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Live for God, be a
witness, AND SPEAK TRUTH!</span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">Dictators
throughout the ages have used these same tactics (</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">G</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">lobalists, </span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">C</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">ommunists,
Marxists,</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;"> Fascists</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">, etc. – they’re all
the same lawless, God-haters)<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>they get
the youth all riled up, have used the brainwashed youth (brainwashed by the
educational system that was taken over decades ago in our country by the Humanists/Marxists,
etc.), taken over the media (all main media is owned by the globalists,
communists, etc) building up their strong arm of their propaganda machine and
point fingers and accuse everyone of wrongdoing while they are doing the ve</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">ry same and saying they’re </span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">not!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The BLM (<a href="https://godinanutshell.com/2020/07/05/blm-truth-full-documentary/">https://godinanutshell.com/2020/07/05/blm-truth-full-documentary/</a>) group now is the propaganda machine
and th</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">e ANTIFA are the
strong-arm militia</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;"> trying to destroy and take over our country.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It is no different than the ‘brown shirts’
and Nazis of Germany. God is step</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">p</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">ing in and interceding
for us; however, we need to be in prayer and fasting – this month especially –
Jonathan Cahn has called a month of prayer and 10 days of fasting and prayer
(between Rosh<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">Hashana </span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">& Yom Kippur</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;"> – Jewish New Year and Day of Atonement</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">) Sept. 18-28 and we
ALL need to be in prayer!</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;"> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Even more so, the call is for the entire month
of Sept. and even into Oct. because of the elections.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But today, Sept. 12 is a minor holiday called
Leil Selichot which is a time for prayers for forgiveness in preparation for
the high holy days.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">The Return<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><a href="https://thereturn.org/">https://thereturn.org/</a> - a national call to
prayer!</span></span></p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">
</span></span><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Georgia;">And I recently
found this site about prophets and here’s one of the articles:<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span>David Wilkerson<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><a href="http://americanprophet.org/From-Revelation-to-David-Wilkerson-Current-Events-Catching-Up-to-Prophecy-Bresciani_3778.htm">http://americanprophet.org/From-Revelation-to-David-Wilkerson-Current-Events-Catching-Up-to-Prophecy-Bresciani_3778.htm</a></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: arial;">I just saw Trey Smith's video of the Prophecy of George Washington on America: <a href="https://godinanutshell.com/2020/07/02/george-washington-prophecy-america/" target="_blank">https://godinanutshell.com/2020/07/02/george-washington-prophecy-america/ </a><br /></span></span></p>
<p></p>Roberta Hayeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07983901289185030743noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1327603472612090277.post-33985177724594529852020-07-15T16:10:00.000-07:002020-09-12T16:11:39.574-07:00Visions and Dreams<p> </p><p><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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</p><p class="MsoNormal">July 15 – Wow and wow, last night was powerful.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We were listening to some sermons, videos,
etc., then we went into prayer, specifically for Tamara, and right when the
prayer started, I had a very vivid vision:</p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">The background was
black, and a pale red, see thru lion stood there ¾’s facing left (his right);
sometimes he was roaring, sometimes breathing out fire, sometimes speaking
(while pacing back and forth), sometimes he was just silent and watching.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It went on for a time, back and forth between
the various activities, but over time (I sensed a large amount of time
passing), the red got brighter as well as the background, from black to grey
and back to black, etc., while at the same time, there was a growing
light.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Then suddenly, there was a
bright, blinding light that just exploded on the scene.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I sensed that there was a lot of sound at the
same time, even tho I didn’t hear it.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Then, just as suddenly as the light came, there was sudden blackness,
but out of that blackness, came a bush, a very large bush started to grow rapidly,
but only the exterior grew – thick branches as if coming outwards in a circle
from a tree stump, filled with leaves.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Then it seemed to fill in after the outer grew, the interior grew and
filled in, even sticking out through the exterior framework.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I sensed a period of time passed when these
two parts were filled in.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Then, suddenly
a new, fuller interior took over the other interior, much brighter (again, the
bright light exploded), fuller, greener, and much larger and it sprang up very,
very suddenly, as if all of a sudden very mature, overshadowing the other two,
yet a part of it – the leaves stuck out and covered the other two. </i></p>
<p class="MsoNormal">Then the vision was over at the moment William finished his
prayer.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>At first, I thought it all
represented Tamara – that she would grow into the woman of God she was called
to be.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But instead, as soon as I told
William about it, he immediately has the interpretation.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The black is the world, the lion is Jesus
through the 2000 years, the red of the lion represents the blood of the saints
over the ages, the fire is the Holy Spirit, the walking/talking back and forth
is the spreading of the gospel, the standing and watching is Him holding the
ground.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Over time, the gospel spread and
things got brighter.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But now, we are in
the sudden light, the time of final revival.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>The plant represents the same time period: the outer framework of the
church (the outer branches), the first inner is the main body of the church,
but the last interior that was rapid, is the current mature Body of Christ, the
Bride, rising to its fullness will overshadow in brightness the former.</p>
<p class="MsoNormal">I was so wound up and excited about this vision, I shared it
with Bible study this morning – wow, everyone got goose bumps!</p>
<p class="MsoNormal">We also discussed these trying times and how we have got to
bear the presence of suffering and exercise complete self-control of speech and
manner – to be calm, gentle, quiet yet firm in our beliefs, active, and
steadfast.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But we win!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Jesus became small so that we may become big
in Him.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Rise up church – be the giants
of God you were called to be!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Every man
is big in Christ – we must be more than conquerors .<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We must peddle love and compassion, share the
love of Jesus, expel the fear that has taken over the people.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I suggested a team who go door to door with
flowers and cookies – friendship evangelism (like the Samaritan at the
well).<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We must break the back of
division and racism.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Bring back the
spirit of community with love, and compassion.</p>
<p class="MsoNormal">July 24 – wow, we’ve been listening to some great videos
lately:<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>God’s Power is Coming: The Two
Witnesses – just like we’ve been saying all along, the 2 witnesses are not 2
people – but peoples: the born-again Jews and the born-again Christians – we
are to be the final witnesses!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>There is
a great, the greatest of all human history, revival coming – we are on the very
verge of it all!</p>
<p class="MsoNormal">We are in the time of sorrows now, but sorrows for the
world, the non-believers, not for us.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We
are in the time of Joseph now, for us the believers, the time of stocking up,
of plenty, of renewal, for what is to come.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>For after the great revival will be the great breaking away and the time
of martyrdom.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But God wins in the end –
Jesus Will be here soon!</p>
<p class="MsoNormal">Other videos:<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>America, you are in the middle of Divine Restoration, God Hates a
Coward, The greatest motivational video, If This Video Doesn’t Wake People Up,
Then I Don’t Know What Will, The Underground Churches in China, What it Takes
to be a Soldier in the Army of Christ – This Is War!, The Beginning of Sorrows
– Q & A, the Kim Clement prophecies (it’s amazing how accurate they are),
and the Where We Go One, We Go All videos (several out there) along with the
song by Jenny Tolman.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Also, we found 2
other prophecies about Donald Trump – one in 1983!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Along with the Mark Taylor.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And many more videos I can’t think of right
now.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Wow, it’s been an awesome time of
learning.</p>
<p></p>Roberta Hayeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07983901289185030743noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1327603472612090277.post-36041728467921328852020-04-02T12:28:00.000-07:002020-04-03T11:29:51.817-07:00Back to blogging againI have been most remiss in keeping up this blog because I got way over busy trying to run a business. I did continue to keep my journal (which I’ve done for so many years); however, even by 2019, it got very sketchy in parts. I’ve notice that I haven’t put up a blog since Jan. 2018, so I’m going to start putting my journal entries into the corresponding dates (start to look for dates between now and Jan. 2018 so as to catch up on what we’ve been learning and doing).<br />
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After almost 2 years in business (and ministry), we sold our store (God’s House of Vision/Art Gallery and Studio), Aug. 31, 2019, and moved (July) into a house we bought in May. It was too much work to run a store and do the work at our fixer-upper, 122-year-old house. I was so run-down emotionally and physically by Sept. that all I could do was just sit on my front porch (or inside) for hours on end doing nothing for a few months before I recovered. <br />
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During that 2 years, not only did I give art and piano lessons, sell art supplies and art work, we also held weekly music/jam/karaoke nights to have fun and to minister to others by way of a weekly potluck, gave out encouragement and sleeping bags/clothes and other items as needed, singing Christian music (as well as secular), and at times William preached. We also held another night (sometimes more) of pure ministry and discipleship). See more pics of what we did at that store: God blessed us there so greatly during that whole time.<br />
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It’s been a rough winter in some ways, but great in others: the great part was the weather – it’s been such a sunny, mild winter overall. In fact, most of Feb. was high 60s and low 70s and sunny. It’s been a rough winter for William and all his hard work – he’s just plugging away 36-40 hrs. a week, at almost 62 years old, doing construction! We’ve had to constantly keep in prayer about his health and his back staying in place. He’s going to cut back on hours and that type of work when he starts taking is retirement in June. Hopefully, we’ll have more freedom – we want to get back out to the streets to do ministry like we used to, plus some. I’m pretty much at home most of the time – I’ve only gotten to use the car 3 times in the past 4 months, so I only go where I can walk – and everything I need is within walking distance.<br />
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In January, I started teaching the kids again (even though I had been giving piano lessons in my home since Sept). I started when the homeschool moms got together and asked if I’d go to the Art Center in Coquille to teach the kids – I have 13-16 who regularly come. One of the moms pick me up on Monday mornings to go, they usually give me a gallon of milk from their cows! Such a blessing!<br />
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I had a very bad February – I was sick the entire month! Literally! And it wasn’t even my fault this time! My body went wonky around the first of Feb. – literally blew a fuse on the hotflash business – I went for 4 solid days/nights with no sleep, totally wired, and mega hotflashes constantly. It was so intense, I started to get nauseas by day 3 and once my stomach got involved, then it was off to the races with 2 solid weeks of vomiting because of the inflamed ulcer – but ….. I had no more hotflashes (at least until the middle of March when they started coming back). Weird! Then, I start to get better and start eating again (by week 3, I had no more than 5 hours of sleep in that 3 weeks – literally – and no food.) I didn’t get dehydrated this time; however, since I forced liquids. I then got ear infections that lasted for a couple weeks. So … an entire month mostly in bed! I read a lot of books – at least 1 a day.<br />
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I barely got started with the kids again in March when the country shut down. Then, William was sick for 2 weeks with a chest infection. Anyway, he didn’t work for 2 weeks which of course means no income at all!! So, on Wed. when the little boy came for his piano lesson (they always pay at the beginning of the month), and she hands me an extra $40 and said, “it’s God’s money” – such a blessing because we’re out of bread, butter, eggs – which is what I said when she also said how they have chickens and asked if I wanted eggs!! The day before, when I went to the store, I could only get 1 stick of butter and ½ doz. eggs which came to $3.60, but when I dumped out all my pennies, nickels, and dimes out onto the counter and saw I didn’t have enough, the guy behind me said, “here add this to the bill and I’ll pay it all.” Wow! That blew me away. But even more so, a few days after, that same mother of the piano student came over (having just gone to a food pantry) and brought me 3 boxes of food (including butter and eggs!) AND prepaid me $50 for piano lessons for next month! God ALWAYS provides no matter what!!<br />
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Even though I wasn’t earning much any longer with my online teaching (Indiana Wesleyan U quit giving me classes Nov. 2018, and I’ve not had any since, and Taylor Univ. has almost disappeared (only 2 students left, who will be done in April and no more coming – both universities say “it’s due to lack of enrollment), God has always provided for our needs – even when we were homeless.<br />
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Anyway, God has soooo blessed us even more that while William was sick, we’ve got back to listening to sermons, sometimes 2-3 a day, and in the Word so much, and in warfare prayer – it’s been such a blessing during this time. God is teaching me not to worry (again)!!! We found a new speaker to listen to: <a href="https://www.jglm.org/" target="_blank">Blake Curry </a>– we’ve gotten so much out of his sermons and teachings!!<br />
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I was reading a book recently by Linda Nichols and just love the words to a song she quoted – an old hymn:<br />
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If I gained the world but lost the Savior,<br />
Would my gain be worth the lifelong strife?<br />
Are all earthly pleasures worth comparing<br />
For a moment with a Christ-filled life?<br />
Had I wealth and love in fullest measure,<br />
And a name revered both far and near.<br />
Yet no hope beyond no harbor waiting<br />
Where my storm-tossed vessel I could steer.<br />
If I gained the world but lost the Savior<br />
Who endured the cross and died for me,<br />
Could then all the world afford a refuge<br />
Whither in my anguish I might flee?<br />
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Such good words – so important. Her book “If I gained the whole world” was so awesome.<br />
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I’ve read the most awesomest books lately by Lynn Austin! Chronicles of the Kings Series was sooooo awesome, about Kings Ahaz, Hezekiah, and Manasseh of Judah during the time of the Prophets Isaiah and Micah. This author has brought the Bible alive and put living people to a rather boring story otherwise.<br />
I’ve been reading a lot – probably 8 books a week lately, by Terri Blackstock, Jane Kirkpatrick, Kristen Heitzmann, Rick Joyner, and Lynn Austin (among others). With the country being shut down as it is, all libraries, restaurants, etc. and etc., I haven’t seen many people or gone anywhere. I’ve done a lot of little projects around the house, but pretty much not much is going on – I haven’t even had my piano or art students lately. We’ve been very broke (by USA standards; however very rich by what most people in other countries live by), but God has provided for ALL of our needs and will continue to do so. With the promise of the coming money from President Trump, that will help us get caught up and, hopefully, get to build my garden beds (we figure it will take about $300 to build 4 of them) as well. I’ve already started a bunch of seeds; I keep them upstairs in my bedroom by the window (or outside as the weather allows), but lately, they’ve not gotten much sun since it’s been so rainy lately. <br />
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Since William went back to work, we’ve been listening to Curry Blakes videos every night now on healing (19 videos of a seminar he gives – very powerful); he said: “Faith is when you stop believing what you see and start seeing what you believe.” It’s all about knowing that the spiritual world is MORE real than the physical and how to operate in it! That’s what we learned from <a href="https://melbond.com/" target="_blank">Mel Bond</a> as well.<br />
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I was reading one of the above books (can’t remember which) and found this quote: Belief in Yahweh doesn’t come with your mind, it comes with your heart, when you choose to believe only in the things you can see with your eyes and touch with your hands, its idolatry. Trusting in [the government or anyone] on trusting in your own wisdom and intellect. There is no difference in God’s eyes – it is all idolatry.<br />
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April 1 - Wow, God is sooooooo good! He ALWAYS takes care of us - why do I ever doubt? Today, Louise came over bearing gifts - toilet paper (among a variety of other things and food – including lamb steaks) - a commodity that is severely lacking in this area! She had called this morning and said she had several things for me and that she had gone shopping and actually found 2 stores that had TP - wonder of wonders! We were down to 1 roll for each bathroom and I thought I would have to resort to paper towels (of which I did manage to buy last week, since there seems to be plenty of that)!<br />
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God has always met our basic needs (and then some) so why do I start worrying? That makes me realize how 'still in this world' I still am, like Jesus told His disciples “oh ye of little faith”…. God says to keep our eyes on Him and what He will do, not look to the world to take care of us (no food stamps!!). I spend my days in constant prayer and praise to Him, read His Word, listen to praise and worship music, constantly battling the enemy to keep my mind on Him - so why do I let worry creep in? God provides just enough $$ so I can walk over to the store and get what I need as well. I do notice that I worry less and less as God provides for us in such a variety of ways.<br />
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I haven't gone anywhere for weeks (except to walk to the library almost daily to get onto the internet - since it's been closed for a couple weeks now and lately it's been so cold and rainy, I try to keep my time in the internet short and precise - just check what I need to check and upload what I need to upload). <br />
Anyway, we’re doing great now, car’s still working, God provides for everything we need, and my yard is coming alive with flowers and fruit trees!<br />
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Last fall, I went on a Women’s Retreat with the Arago ladies – such an awesome time! Like I had been telling people for some time, my ‘fun factor’ was WAY down – I needed some serious fun and I got it! I even got to go on a zip-line! WOW, soooo cool! But the best thing was the speaker: <a href="https://revealingjourney.org/about-us/" target="_blank">Corine Stanley</a>.<br />
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Roberta Hayeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07983901289185030743noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1327603472612090277.post-53439049223699853932018-04-03T11:11:00.000-07:002020-04-03T11:26:33.898-07:00March 2018, Battery Point Light House, Crescent City, CAThis was our 3rd time to be light house keepers here, from Feb. 28 - Apr. 1. For the most part, the month was very rainy and blustery. It was very much like March we were here in 2016. <br />
<br />While cooped up early in the month, we listened to an awesome sermon by Roberts Liardon: <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jqi_UJ7y9EY">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jqi_UJ7y9EY</a><br />
<br />About God’s call and are we willing to do what God says, no matter what. We were discussing ‘what is our purpose here at the lighthouse/Crescent City this go around.’ Each time in the past, God has specifically directed us to do or to say specific things – having prayer meetings, ministering to various people, helping at the mission, William walking the cross through town, Good Friday/Easter service, etc. This time, we feel God brought us here for a purpose and we have fulfilled that purpose: to encourage those who live in this community to believe and to pray for revival, to get out and to do the work, etc. <br />
<br />It wasn’t until the 9th that I (William stayed at the light house to do ‘spring cleaning’) finally got to visit those at the mission (Our Daily Bread) and got caught up on all that’s gone on there the past couple years – good to see the people there. I got back to the lighthouse, carrying all the groceries and a large family (looked like Mennonites or similar) about to leave and they stopped me and asked if I lived there. I answered a few of their questions, and asked if they saw the whales. They hadn’t so while I brought the groceries in, William came out and pointed out the whales. This family is from John Day and were on their way to central CA for a wedding the next day, so William offered to take them up in the tower (the kids were so excited – 9 of them). Good thing they all went up, because William noticed that the light was out. It is official – William is a Bulbie (back in the day, keepers were called Wickies) – he had to change the bulb and the fuse (he was actually excited about it since not many people get to do this). Pretty interesting afternoon, talked with lots of people, great conversations, especially great conversation with a couple from Vancouver, Canada - everyone was especially excited to see the whales – 3 of them seem to be hanging nearby pretty much every day.<br />
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<br />March 10 – Our first day to give tours and even though I went into the gift shop ½ hr early to familiar myself with the products, reviewed the directions, looked over the POS, I still screwed up massively! I get so mad at myself when this happens – when I get overwhelmed by chaos, pressured by time, I get confused and can’t think. That is what happened right off the bat when we opened. Around 10:30 or so, there were about 8 people in there, everyone chatting and carrying on, wanting to buy stuff and take tours, I got so confused and started hitting wrong buttons. I still really don’t know what happened, but at the end of the day, nothing I could figure would add up: on the receipt I was $29.40 off in the cash drawer; however, I knew (and wrote it down at the time so I’d remember to write a note) my mistake was a $36. mistake – so how this $29. came to happen, I don’t know and can’t make since of it. So after that 8 went on the tour, there was another lady with several items and I was still so flustered and couldn’t think, I just entered everything in as misc., but after she left I wrote down the items and tried to match them up with prices later. I finally calmed down and figured right after that. Dan had come up to help for the day, so he did the upstairs and tower, while I did the Parlor and William did the Dining Room and Kitchen.<br />
<br />Unfortunately, I forgot to keep a tally of the actual tour people, so I just went to the sign-in list at the end of the day and wrote it down: 41 adults, 5 children. A couple of cool things did happen: I got into a conversation with a lady who, for 4 years, traveled around in a little Dolphin RV and had been to 531 lighthouses – from Michigan, East Coast, South, and she was now going up the Pacific. She had filled up 4 of those little lighthouse stamp books. Another cool thing, a guy came in and was talking with me, then William came in and he looks and said, “I thought she looked familiar (pointing to me) and now I know – you’re William!” and he gave William a hug. He was a person we knew in Ashland, who came out periodically and helped in our park ministry/homeless feed we did there prior to 2013. That was cool touching base with him.<br />
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<br />March 11 – 2nd day of tours. Dottie came up and she did the tours downstairs while William did upstairs and tower. That way, I just concentrated on doing sales/admissions and kept a tally of who actually went in: 21 adults, 6 children. The list had 39 adults and 6 children. A couple of issues: there were these 2 teen girls (around 14 or so, I think) that came in with backpacks and attitudes. They weren’t with any family and I asked if their parents were around. They looked at each other and said they were somewhere else. I asked where they came from and they just said “from around here” – they were so evasive I gathered they were either run-aways or just off on an adventure by themselves. I listened to them as they talked to each other and one said that she hoped she got her own room when they moved and she mentioned her mom in that sentence, so I don’t know what their status is. Either way, I wasn’t comfortable about them and really watched them. One of them was eating cheetos and had very messy hands. I saw her touch something and I jumped up and grabbed a couple Kleenex and said: “here, lick your hands and wipe them off and don’t touch anything.” They got all huffy and asked if we had bottled water or sold snacks. I said no and they said that we should. They paid to take a tour and I said it would be a minute or two (I heard Dotty winding down in the other room) so I told them to go out in the foyer, sit and wait. They really had attitudes and rolled their eyes, mumbled, but did go out and sit. I wondered if Dottie had any problems with them. William told me later that they were rather obnoxious upstairs, but he shut them down right off – he thinks that since he was a guy and was rather strict in his mannerisms, they shut up and just listened the rest of the tour.<br />
<br />Total sales for today $328.30 and YEAH! I did it right and the cash drawer came out just right $266.30 (plus the $100 in the drawer). One lady had bought 3 cups, leaving 1 for display – I couldn’t find more cups anywhere to replace them. I’ll try to remember to get more from the Museum.<br />
<br />March 13 – We had such an awesome time in the Lord this morning. We’ve been reading Is. 53, 54, 55 the past couple days (as well as myself personally in Luke and James) and God is so good! We realized today that us being at the lighthouse: Our 3rd time and we’ll be here 33 days (Feb. 28 – Apr. 1)<br />Blue moon set 7:30 first day of Passover and our sunrise service is 7:30 the next day (Apr. 1st)<br />The lighthouse light went out last Friday and William replaced the light which light represents the Gospel of Christ. He also had to replace the fuse which represents the power of the Holy Spirit to shine the light of the Gospel. The fuse (HS power) takes more work (faith) to replace – take a hold of the Word and Walk the Word – takes work to enter into faith.<br />
<br />We just thought all of this was so cool and enlightening. We were also discussing our calling. We have been called to do a deliverance ministry, to preach the Gospel in all that entails (feed the poor, heal the sick, etc.). God proved that over and over – for example, just the other night, the enemy was really attacking me. My sinuses really filled up, it looked as if I was getting a full-blown cold (which I haven’t had in at least a couple years) and I was doing what I usually do, “I refuse to accept the lies of the enemy, my body is the Temple of the Holy Spirit, be gone in Jesus’ name”, etc.) and it just kept getting worse. That night, not only was I coughing, sneezing, having trouble breathing, etc. and etc. and I went to bed and I got attacked all over my body – like my nerve endings were all on fire, like someone was taking a miniature cattle prod and poking me one place after another. After suffering for a few hours and calling on Jesus, I went to William and asked him to pray over me. He did, cast the evil spirits off of me, then he rubbed his hands over me (as instructed by the Holy Spirit), and then everything cleared up and I fell asleep. The next morning, I was perfectly fine! <br />
<br />March 14 – The last 2 days have been beautiful – yesterday, sunny mostly, but extremely windy (William had trouble getting the flag off the pole – and today sunny and fairly warm with a bit of a breeze. William’s been busy the past couple days: put 2 coats of Thompson’s Water Seal on Dottie’s birdhouse, built a new mount for it, and now letting it dry. He’ll probably mount it to the tree tomorrow. He had quite a fit with the electric drill – it kept dying on him, he’d try to charge it, it wouldn’t take a charge, he’d wiggle it, then it would, etc. William also spent part of today scraping paint spackles off of the outside tower windows and washing them all. He also called the company that is to put the chimney mount back up – he set the date for the 23rd. He also re-set the night light timer due to day light savings time change. He also loves to walk around and talk to the people as they wander the property – he ended up talking with this one guy, whom he took up to the tower and spent at least 45 minutes up there gabbing away! He was a busy guy! The guy William took up to the tower, came down and William and I prayed over him and we talked for quite some time. It was quite impactful with the guy and God ministered to him in a great way. William told me later that God told him to go get the guy and take him to the tower and talk with him. It always amazes me how God works.<br />
<br />We had such an awesome morning in the Word this morning. We were listening to a sermon by Lester Someral and we got to talking about it. We realized that the established church has it backwards – take a person and say “Jesus died for your sins, now say the sinner’s prayer and come on in.” Which is all correct and all; however, it ‘s backward – Jesus did and said to go out to preach that the Kingdom of God is at hand and to lay hands on the sick, cast out demons, etc. That is what we need to be doing first. The other thing that God dropped into me this morning is that I realized that in 1485, the Bible was first printed on a printing press, then Martin Luther came along and posted his 93 thesis on the door of the church in Oct. 31, 1517 (Jewish New Year 5278 was the end of Sept. of that year) – here it is 500 years later (5 means grace) and I think that it is very important in the end-times timeline, because people finally got exposed to the scriptures after over 1000 years of darkness and learned about true Faith for the first time. I think there is something more here in all of this – and now that we are in year 5678 in the Jewish Calendar – a year of Jubilee and God about to unleash the greatest revival of all times; anyway, I think there is something more to all of this. Very interesting.<br />
<br />March 16 – one heck of a storm yesterday. Got woke up the night before from intense thunder/lightening and then yesterday, hail poured down 3 different times – one time it was larger than the end of one’s thumb and just covered the ground. I watched the mascot seagulls just sit there outside the chart room window, just getting pelted – they didn’t even go under the picnic table! Today and yesterday was very cold and today it rained a lot – very windy and cold.<br />
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<br />March 17 – It’s warmer today and sunny – I noticed new snow in the mountains round CC. William hung the new birdhouse in the tree today. Even though the schedule says to be open from 3-4 today, tide didn’t even go down enough to cross over until 3:30, so we didn’t even open. We noticed that yesterday the tide didn’t go down until 3, so I called Dottie and asked her to call Dan and cancel him, due to the fact that we probably wouldn’t open. William did have to chase a couple kids off the boathouse roof! They had the picnic table moved over next to the house and William caught them perched up on crest, just sitting there. He also ended up picking up the ‘bear’ picture that was leaned against the tree, over in the yard, in front of the lighthouse. We talked to a few people as we wandered around. However, we did do a lot of cleaning today – I cleaned a lot of spider webs out of the windows, washed some windows, cleaned the bathrooms thoroughly, did laundry. We went up to the tower to clean and noticed very little water up there, which is good. After all those storms the past couple days, it’s good to know it isn’t leaking.<br />
<br />March 21 – we spent the day cleaning and baking cookies, getting ready for the school kids expected tomorrow. Dottie is so awesome – she had made up a huge baggie full of cookie dough and got it to me, so part of my work was done Yesterday, we enjoyed a lot of time outside – it was partially sunny; however, the most striking part about yesterday was that the water was so very still and there was no wind. It was probably about 55 degrees or so, but it felt so nice out. Had to chase a couple off before high tide – they ended up getting very wet! They were like, “what tide?”!!<br />
<br />March 22 – That was a very nice group of kids – 18 kids and 3 adults from the Azalea Middle School in Brookings. Being a teacher myself, I expected worse from middle school kids – I was very surprised! Their teacher, nice enough, but looked like the heavy-handed, controlling type, which of course, middle schoolers need. He probably asked more questions (and interrupted) more than anyone! Dottie was here, so we broke them in to 3 groups and started them each on a level. At the end, they all got cookies and a ‘have a fun day’ send-off – 1 hour and it was all done.<br />
<br />March 24 – wow, what a day! Incredible storm, high winds, pouring rain, and VERY cold last night and today – and we still had over 20 people come out – even 5 toddlers and young kids! We opened at 10, thinking the storm was too intense and we would probably have 1 or 2 – I was surprised to see how many crazy people are out there! I had to keep the front door locked and watch for people, because the wind was so strong, it kept blowing the door open. People ‘blew’ in here soaking wet and shivering. They were very enthusiastic; however, to see the place – except for 3 very exuberant Pokemon fans – a father and 2 teenage sons – only came in here to do their Pokemon game!! What??? Wow, weird!<br />
<br />There was this 1 couple from Glendevon, Scotland – very interesting couple – talked about the lighthouses they’ve seen in Scotland/Ireland. They were fascinated with this place, said this was one of the better lighthouses they’ve seen, so they stayed and talked with us for quite some time. A family of 7 came in from Washington, 3 generations, of whom the grandmother of the group was greatly affected by William. Most of the time she was in his presence, she was crying. After the tour, the family came into the gift shop, she bought a book and tearfully asked if I thought William would mind signing her book. She proceeded to tell me how much William reminded her of her recently dead husband, how much he liked the sea, would dress up like a pirate, etc. She went back in and asked William to sign the book (he was giving a tour in the kitchen by then, and as William says, she was in tears the whole time, yet was smiling. William signed the book “Be blessed” and some other things, then clueless as to why she was crying, asked her if she was ailing and needed prayer. She said, “no” and that she was just happy. In the mean time, I was in the gift shop and I heard her daughters say, “ya, he really looks like dad.” After the day was over and William and I talked, we thought it funny that she chose the book, “Lighthouse ghosts” and he wrote something in it about being blessed. He had wondered about her all day, so was glad to be clued in as to why she was crying the whole time around him. Anyway, we prayed for her and her family and we’re sure God is doing something cool in her life. Dan only stayed until 2 since it was slow and we handled the rest of the day fine.<br />
<br />March 26 – After such a storm Saturday, I was very surprised to see how calm the water was and how absolutely beautiful and sunny it was all day Sunday. The whole beach and grounds here were full of people all day. I tried to keep a tally of those who came in, and I’m sure I didn’t get them all, but I had 49 adults and 21 kids down. The list had 60 adults and 40 kids, from everywhere like MS, MT, ID, WI, AR, etc. We got backed up with the tours – had some people waiting turns outside upwards of ½ hour – taking groups upwards of 6-10 at a time in (we only did 10 once – never again!). At the end of the day, we were all exhausted and our throats wore out. We brought in over $300 in tours alone. We even turned people away at 4 when I turned the sign over to ‘closed’; however, just as I was doing so, I saw my friend from the Rogue Valley, Heather, so I let her and her husband in. I hadn’t seen her in a few years, but do keep in touch via Facebook, so I knew she was in town and figured she’d be over sometime this weekend. So while Dottie left, we took them to the tower and they stayed and talked a bit. No sooner than they left, another of our friends we hadn’t seen in a couple years came in – Donna – she stayed until 5:30 talking, when we had to cut her off and say go, or she’d be stuck here! We were so exhausted after this weekend we actually fell asleep before 8 pm! I couldn’t imagine doing this every day during the summer – weekends are tough enough! Spent today resting!<br />
<br />Mar. 27 – Well, this day turned out quite different than expected. The power was out most of the day – around 10:30 or so, the lights flickered off and on for ½ hr. or so, didn’t find out until after 2 that it was the transformer that blew, and it was after 5 when it was finally restored. When the power outage first started out, it was really weird – it was like we had ½ power, it would go off, then on, then ½ power fading in and out, then off and on again, over and over. After ½ hr. or so of that, it just went off and stayed off. In the mean time, I called the power company and reported an outage, asking if they were working on the wires or something, they said they’d check and get back with me. After we found out it was the transformer, they ended up here on the hill replacing it around 4 or so. William, in the mean time, was in the basement checking breakers and I called Dottie. Because of the surging power, William then went up in the tower and turned off the light – didn’t want to blow another bulb and fuse.<br />
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<br />It’s amazing how reliant we are on electricity. I knew it was out, but pattern person that I am, I put a pot of water on to boil around 4 or so to make tea. I was sitting in the chart room waiting for it to boil and William came in. I mentioned how I was making tea, he laughed and asked how I was doing that, and I said I put a pot of water on to boil. Then I laughed with him as I realized I had been waiting a while and forgot the electricity was out! Oh, what pathetic creatures of habit we are! Good thing it was a beautiful day (just cold and windy).<br />
<br />Spiritually, this is significant. Not only that the light and fuse went out on 3/9, but today 3/27, the transformer goes out – spiritually this talks about the head, the heart, and flesh.<br />
<br />March 28 – Very interesting day. Tide came in about 1:15 today; however, when the pipe was barely visible, 3 kids scampered across (getting quite wet) and left their parents on the shore. I went outside to observe, and there they were standing on top of the picnic table, jumping off, then running to the other benches, standing on those and jumping off – kids with way too much energy! I had to calm them down a bit and told them to go wait down by the water for their parents to come across! I, in the mean time, gathered my art supplies and went to the mission (Our Daily Bread) and spent the afternoon doing an art project with the people there – at least a dozen or so - they had an awesome time creating some real cool stuff. <br />
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<br />It was really cool to see how much Jasper has grown the past couple years (and Thomas too). Prior to William giving a word to the people at dinner, Jasper got up and gave a testimony and was praising God for his growth and deliverance, etc. He even prayed for the people. So awesome. We talked with Thomas for a bit as well. God is calling him to the deliverance ministry. William is going to have Thomas come spend the afternoon with him tomorrow at the lighthouse to talk with him more, while I go out and see Reda at her place. It’s interesting, this week has been so busy – here we are cramming everything into the last week. <br />In the mean time, William stayed at the lighthouse since the chimney cappers were supposed to come out and put that other cap back up. I found out later that they did show up; however, decided it was way too windy to put it up, so they made another appointment for sometime in April. I came back to the lighthouse after 4 pm, picked William up, and we returned to the mission to hang out with the people and have dinner with them. William preached a bit during dinner, which was well received. When we got back to the lighthouse (sometime after 6), there were some people sitting at the picnic table – a mom (in her 50’s) and 2 kids (in their 20’s): she is a school teacher from Wisconsin and her kids go to college there; they were all on spring break and this was the first time they saw the ocean. They were sitting there waiting for the sunset (it looked to be 45 min. away), so I sat there and chatted with them a bit. Then I took them to the tower to see the sunset from there – they were so thrilled, saying this was the highlight of their vacation thus far. I’m glad to make someone’s day<br />
<br />The past 2 times we’ve been down here, William has preached the Sunrise Easter Service (which we plan to do Sunday at 7:30 am), as well as he has in the past dressed up like Jesus and carried the cross through town and up to the lighthouse on Good Friday (tomorrow). He doesn’t feel God telling him to do that this year – we did bring the cross and his outfit; however, he feels that God has something else for this season, which doesn’t include him doing that again. Actually, this whole time down here has been different that the past – the last 2 times, we spent a lot of time at the mission talking and ministering with the people there, holding prayer meetings here at the lighthouse throughout the month; however, this month we have been extremely laid back and pretty lazy, not going much of anywhere. We pretty much exhausted ourselves the past 6 months with our business start-up and this has been a true, restful vacation we needed<br />
<br />April 1 – Sunrise was beautiful. We got all of our stuff packed last night and loaded onto the ATV so that when we got up at 5:30 this morning, we could be ready to take the stuff to the car right at first light, which is what we did – finished loading and right when it was light enough, William took the ATV over, unloaded, and got back by 6:30. Got the rest of the house cleaned and at 7 am, I stood on the hillside overlooking the town and played by flute. I had forgotten to tell William not to pack my flute and music and take it to the car – when he got there, he saw my flute and brought it back, but not my music. So, I stood on the hill and played with only my memory for the next half hour. It worked out great, because I would play a couple tunes I remembered, then kept playing, making something up, then remembered another song, and so on. After the service, everyone said how cool it was to hear that sound all the way to the parking lot and as they walked up the hill. <br />
<br />We had about 40 or more people in attendance. At 7:30, we sang a few songs, then William preached an awesome sermon for about a half hour. About 8:30 or so, we started talking with the people who came, by 9 am the new keepers got there, and by 10, we were off. Such a wonderful month, such a wonderful place. Even though we agreed we weren’t planning to, we signed up again – March of 2021.<br />
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<br />Roberta Hayeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07983901289185030743noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1327603472612090277.post-44453733116651224522018-01-21T12:33:00.000-08:002018-01-23T12:37:11.121-08:00God's BlessingsIt always amazes me how richly God blesses us with His Wisdom and Knowledge. We had such an awesome time in the Lord this morning, we were going to go to fellowship; however, we got to praising God, reading His Word, and then we watch a video by Louis Giglio – How Great is Our God, Passion Talk Series <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EAzCP8SEKwc">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EAzCP8SEKwc</a> that we lost track of time (even though we started at 9), before we knew it, it was after noon! The whole thing struck me as real powerful; however, 2 things really got me: the quote by St. Augustine<br />
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“People travel to wonder at the height of mountains, at the huge waves of the sea, at the long courses of rivers, at the vast compass of the ocean, at the circular motion of the stars; and they pass by themselves without wondering.”<br />
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and how small we are, yet God being so much huger than we can even imagine, takes time out to create us each individually, uniquely, and He has a special love for each of us. Ps. 139:14 “…I am fearfully and wonderfully made …” God is an awesome God! <br />
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<br />Roberta Hayeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07983901289185030743noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1327603472612090277.post-82551853400849584172018-01-18T12:21:00.000-08:002018-01-23T12:40:29.394-08:00Visions and Dreams<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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I had a very powerful dream last night. First off, I went to bed kind of irritated because we went to a fellowship last night and the preacher was teaching a simple, watered down message, which was usual, based on Matt. 11. At the end, he said that only those with an Apostolic ministry, specially anointed, could raise the dead. I was very bothered by this and spoke out and said, “Matt. 24 and other places (Mark 16, Matt: 28, John 14:12, Luke 9:1) specifically states that ‘those who believe will do greater things than Jesus – cast out demons, heal the sick, raise the dead, etc.’ So, this is open to ALL who believe – we have been given all authority in heaven and earth, in the Name of Jesus to do so.” He kind of stammered and said, “yes, that’s right, but I’ve never seen the dead being raised,” and I replied, “but I EXPECT to.” Then William spoke up, because what he had said earlier about John the Baptist bothered him, and he said that Jesus said that we, who are in this dispensation (2000 years after Jesus) are greater in the Kingdom of Heaven than even he. Anyway, he just closed the service, and I left rather irritated. I totally believe, that we, who are called by His name, are His disciples, and we are to walk in total authority, just as Jesus did, to heal the sick, cast out demons, etc. and etc.<br />
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Anyway, so that irritation went into my sleep. God gave me a dream – a very vivid one:<br />
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I was in a city, in the lowlands with a group of people. I looked to the mountains and along this ridge that was shaped high on either side, but downward, like a bowl, in the middle. I could see momentum building, like water in a bowl being sloshed back and forth, building until it would spill over. Everyone around me panicked as the water sloshed over the ridge, flowing in great waves toward the lowlands, to flood it. The people all rushed to get to the higher ground. I found myself in a huddle, this group of panicked people, seemingly leaderless, arguing amongst each other as to where to go and how to get there. I noticed that I was irritated with them for being clueless, but flowed with the group. Water was rushing around taking people out as we scrambled for higher ground, going through wreckage, around freaking out people not a part of our group, going through wrecked buildings in order to get higher, on wrecked streets, dodging cars, etc. At one time we all got into this huge RV, crowded in, one person driving frantically, trying to dodge all the wreckage; then we wrecked the RV, going into a ditch we couldn’t get out. Everyone fled out of the RV, again as a panicked huddle, trying to get to higher ground. By this time, this guy and his wife connected to me, as I tried to get away from the huddle, trying to find my own path way, at the same time I was very irritated with the group and at these two people trying to attach to me. His wife was swept away and he just looked at me and said, “thats ok, I didn’t like her anyway, I like you better, I’m just going to stick with you.” That made me even more irritated as I tried to find away to get away from all those people. Chaos was all about and I found this house I went into, that was dark, cluttered with damage, and like a maze, I had to make my way through, with this guy trailing me. I finally lost the other people, that seemed to be holding me back. It took quite a bit of time to find my way through this dark house, but at the other end, I saw like a patio, sliding glass door that went out onto a landing or a porch right beside a rushing river. I got out and started going upward and somehow lost the guy. I was glad and kept going upward. I got to a ‘diaper house’ – that the only way I could describe it, a business that sold diapers. I wandered in there and found William. I was more irritated with him for being missing all this time, rather that glad to see him, even though at the same time I was glad to see him. We wandered around in this store for a few minutes and found a corner that had backpacks and strollers filled with sleeping bags. I made a beeline for them and told William to grab that large sleeping bag out of the stroller and take the child-sized one out of the backpack and replace it with the larger one, while at the same time I grabbed another backpack already filled with a large sleeping bag. I looked to my left, where a blond-haired lady was standing over a cash register, taking care of the accounts. She, in a distracted way, looked at me and said to take whatever we needed, pointed to a wooded area and said we needed to go camp in there tonight, and she went back to her accounts. I sensed that she was an angel. I also sensed that she was taking care of the accounts, because like during disasters, this place would be raided and stripped clean when darkness came. After I was done with putting on the backpack, I turned behind me and found a fully-stocked kitchen. I went in to get a set of silverware and some canned food for both William and I, but was distracted because I kept thinking and wanting to grab the other things I thought we would need, like a pot, bagged food, etc., but William yelled at me to hurry up, that we needed to get going. So we only left with the backpacks, silverware, can opener, and canned food – “not enough”, I thought to myself, “but it will have to do. God will provide the rest.” We headed to the wooded area and I looked up behind it – there stood in great height, a huge, craggy mountain peak I knew we had to climb. I then woke up.<br />
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I got up early this morning and started to read the Word, I was in the book of Genesis, reading about Abraham, when William came in. He said that God spoke to him again last night, he told me what it was and then we listened to a talk-radio show with an interview discussing the prophecies with and by Mark Taylor. He got to a certain spot in the interview and what he spoke caused me to remember the dream I had just had. I described it to William, who gave me the interpretation:<br />
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The water represents the move of the Holy Spirit at this coming hour. The valley is the place God’s people have settled in mediocrity of religion. The Spirit is trying to get them on higher ground (Eph. 2:6). As God brings revival and change to the church, people panic due to traditions they cling to. Sometimes, it can be frustrating, as Christ was (Matt. 8:10, 26,16:8, Mark 4:40, etc.)due to lack of faith to God’s Word. The huddle of people represented the state of the current church, adrift, in fear without true and Spirit-led leadership. The RV represents God’s people climbing on board a ministry, not knowing where it is going or following men rather than His Holy Spirit. And sometimes, people fall away as the Spirit calls for them to give their lives away. But beware of the motives as to why people follow after you. Sometimes the people God gives us to minister to, we would rather He not give us. The house represents the dark maze of lies that come from even fellowships and the evil one that keeps us locked in, and the ability to see the light and get to the river of life flowing from the Spirit. The man and woman represents those who fall away and those who get lost in the maze of ‘church’, the maze of denominalization and doctrine. The patio represents a place of rest in the light of God, where the river flows. Then you begin to go up into higher ground which is the presence of God. The diaper house represents the gospel given to the lost child called by God. It is there doing God’s will, doing His kingdom work where God really provides: faith, love, wisdom, worldly needs, etc. Unfortunately, fellowships are mostly clubhouses of saints waiting to slide into heaven with cost; they are broken up into denominations, divided, with people looking for human, soulish food. The format of the proper fellowship should be: a class for growth, real food, not just milk, followed by a sermon that manifests the power of God, a service full of healings and wonders (Mark 16:17, 20) William being there represents the place where I met him witnessing in the streets years ago. At that time, I was frustrated as to why it took so long to find him and to finally get the simplicity of what Christianity really is. Note, I was exchanging child-like Christian understanding for maturity, only when serving God. The blond is an angel who is keeping the accounts, keeps the record of the Book of Remembrance. While doing God’s will, he will keep you and guide you to safe pastures, the trees and shelter/shadow of the Almighty. The camp is where we rest in His presence, where we stay in the simplicity of what the Gospel represents. We stay under the wings of the Almighty, to fall at His feet in awe and reverence. We know with all assurance He will get us to the high places in His power. The kitchen represents the supplies, spiritually and physical, that God will give as needed (Matt. 6:30, 7:7), never wait until you have what you think you need before serving God, just GO! (Matt. 6:33). The can opener represents the keys to the Kingdom of Heaven. Once you get on the right track of doing His will, God will take you to higher ground (hinds feed in high places (2nd Sam.22:34), to the very heavens where God awaits for us – home!<br />
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<br />Roberta Hayeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07983901289185030743noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1327603472612090277.post-70726404367229216902018-01-16T12:16:00.000-08:002018-01-23T12:20:58.517-08:00Spiritual growthWow, so much has happened, especially spiritually. We’ve heard some prophecies for 2018 and they’re amazing! Mel Bond – the 2018 Angel prophecy and one by Kent Christmas, plus others:<br />
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<li>Mark Taylor – Military Tribunals Coming for the Wicked <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3mgH94B656g">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3mgH94B656g</a></li>
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<li>2018 Angel Prophecy - Mel Bond <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wvmjGWWIMM8">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wvmjGWWIMM8</a> </li>
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<li>Mark Taylor Interview January 7 2018 - The Churches Will Be Different - Mark Taylor Latest Update <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHoEILefx8c">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHoEILefx8c</a></li>
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<li>PROPHETIC WORD FOR 2018 (POWERFUL) <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Raz0F0zuO0">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Raz0F0zuO0</a></li>
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In other words, it’s going to be a great year (next few years or so) for God’s people. Also, William was reading yesterday and God gave him a special Word for us personally: we are coming up on our 6th anniversary, and God said that we will be greatly blessed financially to do His work and to prepare for what’s coming. We are (according to Jewish understanding) in the 50th Jubilee year – not just a normal Jubilee (every 50 years) for the 50th of the 50, a special year of deliverance. We’ve already believed and have seen for years, that God is bringing the greatest revival of all times, the greatest harvest and this confirms it, in that we’ve been raised up as leaders for this time - Lev. 25:20-21: “You may ask, ‘What will we eat in the seventh year if we do not plant or harvest our crops?’ I will send you such a blessing in the sixth year that the land will yield enough for three years.” God is going to prosper us in such a way that we will be sustained and will be able to help who knows how many others.<br /><br />Also, Jer. 1:12, Eph. 1:9, 3:4, 5:17 (the Word of God is the Will of God), 1 John 5:14-15 (the word confidence – supernatural, great exploits, extra ordinary grip on faith, God hears us thus we have confidence that He will do what He says he will do), plus the sermon we heard Sunday at a new church we checked out in Myrtle Point: New Beginnings, based on Eph 1:8, Matt. 12 – vs 12-37 Pharisees of that day are the same (spirit) as in today’s denominations – if only God’s people would all come together, our cities would be won, but we stand in judgment of one another, separate ourselves into denominations and are ineffective (a house divided). vs 46- 50 We have left all to serve Jesus, even our own families (Mark 10:29-30).<br />
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<br />Also, we’ve been listening to Zev Porat from Messiah of Israel Ministries (What did Yeshua (Jesus) write on the ground - Hebraic roots teaching by Messianic Rabbi Zev Porat <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zj1lgia5M9A">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zj1lgia5M9A</a>) and one thing that really struck me was (and I’ve wondered over the years what it was Jesus wrote) what Jesus wrote on the ground when the woman was brought to Him (John 7:37-38, John 8:3, 5) – this took place the day after He declares Himself Messiah, rivers of Living Water, then the day after the feast of Tabernacles the woman is brought to Him. He based His argument on Lev. 20:10 where both parties needed to be there, not just the woman (thus they were wrong from the get go), Deut. 19:16-18 (where they were bearing false witness – they were trying to set Jesus up, but Jesus knew the Word, as did they), but the clincher was Jeremiah 17:13-14 where if we are written in the Lamb’s Book of Life and are saved, those who are lost are written in the earth – they were ultimately rejecting Jesus’ claim to be Messiah, that we was the spring of living water – their sins were written in the dust , the sin of turning away from the truth! Thus, since they were full of sin, they had to turn and walk away, dropping their stones, for they knew that with what judgment they would met out, they would have to suffer! Great teaching.<br />Roberta Hayeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07983901289185030743noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1327603472612090277.post-71988828139036877332018-01-14T12:00:00.000-08:002018-01-23T12:15:14.094-08:00New Year - 2018We spent a very relaxing Christmas break (we kept the store closed so we could rest). We took down the Christmas decorations by January 1st and changed over the windows. We got new artwork in (sent home some of the old), and William finished making the sign for above the door.<br />
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<br /><br />On January 10th, I spoke at the Coquille Rotery meeting on homelessness. I thought it went real well; however, only 1 person came up to talk with me afterward and only 2 people put their name on my list of people who want to help next time we go out to feed/minister to them. I spoke first, then I showed our ministry PowerPoint (also found on YouTube: <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3o0xRqrAwLQ" target="_blank"> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3o0xRqrAwLQ</a>). I also handed out a 3 page paper of a powerful prayer I found online, along with some basic facts, as well as what they can do to help:<br /><br />
Pray for those who are homeless:<br />
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<li>Men, women, and children </li>
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--fastest rising populous are the elderly and children --statistics differ from state to state, but the average states that:<br /> --20% are the drug/alcohol afflicted, choose to be homeless, scam the populous, and cause <br />
the ‘bad’ stigma to be on all homeless<br /> --80% are those who didn’t choose to be homeless and don’t, for the most part, cause trouble<br />
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<li>Safety and legal issues regarding where they sleep:</li>
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--In the city/suburbs: under bridges, on park benches, in doorways, bus stations, in cardboard <br />
boxes on sidewalks, along bike/park paths, etc.<br /> --In rural areas: hidden in the trees/forests, in the parks<br /> --City/state/federal parks allow up to 10-14 day stays at prices ranging from $10-$20 a day<br /> --Bike/hiker parks allow for 3 days at $3-$5 a day<br /> --Sleeping in cars/vans/RV’s<br /> --Not allowed by law in cars/vans in most cities<br /> --None are allowed to park on city streets<br /> --Limited places to park, like Walmart, allow for free, limited stay<br /> --“couch-hoppers”, those who have limited stay from family/friends<br /> --Missions: most city missions are dirty, bug infested, limited beds<br /> -Usually ‘men’ (leaving out men who have children) only or ‘women/children’ only <br />
(even more limited in number), families have to spit apart<br /> --Churches: very few open their doors to the homeless; and those that do, offer showers,<br />
laundry facilities, meals, etc., but are harassed by government officials and local businesses<br /> --Half-way houses/homeless programs cater to drug, alcohol, abuse recovery only, leaving <br />
out the ‘clean’ clients (of which 70-80% of the homeless are)<br />
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<li>For those who find shelter at night, have to wander during the days with limited places to go</li>
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--Families broken when they can no longer pay the rent, many having no family or friends to <br />
take them in or help when times ($$) gets tough<br /> --The emotional/mental strain on those who lose everything (possessions, family, friends) <br />
they’ve gained in life – they lose a sense of who they are/were<br /> --Fear and hopelessness takes over<br /> --Believe that society has failed them, the so-called societal safety-nets are not there for them<br /> --Ostracized from society – are today’s lepers (lack of understanding, education, and<br />
compassion from the ‘normal’ society)<br /><br />
Anyone can become homeless with just one change in finances, fire/weather related events, domestic unrest, etc. Those who have warm homes, daily meals, and a comfortable bed need to guard themselves from becoming complacent, forgetful, and hard-hearted due to lack of education/understanding. The homeless need compassion, justice, and empowerment from those who are Christ’s disciples with words of encouragement and be given hope through word and deed. They need to see the Peace of Christ in and on us. Just find one person a day to encourage and help. Even just having a bottle of water, a sandwich, a baggie with basic needs (snacks, socks, toothbrush/paste, soap, etc.) would be a great help. Then pray with them. There are over 600 verses in the bible dealing with the poor and how they are close to God’s heart.<br />
<br /><a href="http://www.kingdombuilders.com/mobile-prayer/2014/11/a-prayer-for-the-homeless/">http://www.kingdombuilders.com/mobile-prayer/2014/11/a-prayer-for-the-homeless/</a> <br />Psalm 126, Matthew 25:34-40, Psalm 19:1-2,7-10, Isaiah 59:1, Psalm 139:1-2, Hebrews 13:5, Matthew 26:11, Isaiah 58:7,10-11, Job 1:10, Isaiah 43:19, Matthew 9:38, Matthew 6:13, Psalm 89:8, Psalm 89:7, Amos 9:6, Job 36:5<br />
<br />Righteous Father, we thank You for being a God of grace and mercy. Thank You for knowing each homeless person and family intimately. Thank You for being their protection, shelter, hope and help. The heavens proclaim Your Glory, Lord. The skies display Your craftsmanship. Day after day they continue to speak; night after night You are made known. Father, Your instructions are perfect, reviving the soul. Your decrees are trustworthy, making wise the simple. Your commandments are right, bringing joy to the heart. Your commands are clear, giving insight for living. Reverencing You is pure, lasting forever. Your laws are true; each one is fair. They are more desirable than gold, even the finest gold. They are sweeter than honey, even honey dripping from the comb. <br />
<br />Glorious Father, we confess that Your arm is not too weak to save the homeless, neither is Your ear deaf to hear their calls. Lord, You know each of them and call them by name. You know everything about them, when they sit down and when they stand up. You know their thoughts even when they are far away. We rejoice Mighty King, because You said You will never fail nor abandon them. Lord, You said that the poor will always be among us, but You also mandated that we take care of them. You said that we are to share our food with the hungry, give shelter to the homeless, and give clothes to those who need them and to not hide from our relatives who need our help. We declare that, as a Church Family, we will commit to feeding the hungry and helping those who are in trouble. Lord, then You will guide us continually, give us water when we are dry and restore our strength. <br />
<br />Holy Spirit, we ask that You would be a wall of protection and deliverance around the homeless daily. Watch over them while they sleep and protect them from violence, abuse, and theft. Lord, many of them have jobs, but cannot afford housing. We ask that You make a pathway through the wilderness and make a pathway in this wasteland of their lives and lead them to affordable housing so that they can have a safe, warm place to call home. We cry out on behalf of the children whose families are living on the streets. Lord, help them to overcome their bleak beginnings and show them how precious they are in Your sight. Help them to focus and study so that they will excel in school. Encourage them when other children say mean things about them because of their circumstances. Holy Spirit, change the hearts of the leaders of our country who continue to ignore the plight of the homeless, yet they pursue greed and avarice. Lord, for those who are homeless because of an addiction or mental illness, please help them to find the help they need so that they can get their lives back in order and begin to rebuild. Holy Spirit, please send more laborers into the vineyard. Father, bless our Pastors and each member of our Global/Local Missions and Outreach ministries as they serve those in need. Please continue to empower and provide for our Church Family financially so that we have the resources to battle this cultural atrocity.<br />
<br />Merciful Father, forgive those homeless persons whose poor decisions have led to their current situation. Forgive those who are homeless due to drugs, alcohol, gambling, addictions, or poor work habits. Forgive those people who would seek to take advantage of the homeless. Forgive those who look down upon the homeless. Forgive those of us who have resources to give to the homeless but refuse to give. Forgive those agencies who claim to be advocates for the homeless, but misappropriate the resources. Forgive our nation for creating systems that produce a homeless population. Lord, forgive me for (list any sins that you have committed). Holy Spirit, remind the homeless of those they need to forgive and help them to be quick to forgive. As for me, Holy Spirit, bring to my remembrance those I need to forgive. (Take a moment and ask the Holy Spirit to show you names or faces of people that you may need to forgive. As He shows you, say aloud, “I forgive name of person(s).” Now, trust the Lord to heal any wounds in your soul caused by unforgiveness.) Holy Spirit, help the homeless to not yield to temptation; but deliver them from the evil one.<br />
<br />O Lord God of Heaven’s Armies, where is there anyone as mighty as You? You are entirely faithful. You are far more awesome than all who surround Your throne. Your home reaches up to the heavens, while its foundation is on the earth. You draw water up from the oceans and pour it down as rain on the land. The Lord is Your Name! You are mighty, but You do not despise anyone! You are mighty in both power and understanding. In Jesus’ Name, Amen.<br /><br /><br />
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<br />William and I had a powerful time in the Lord today AND we had an awesome vision – the both of us at the same time, a shared vision as we were praying. The last time William and I had this experience was when we were in Colorado right before we got our ministry house there. While we were praying together, this is the vision we saw: <br />
<br />there was this river of water in front of our building, leading to a large waterfall and we were standing below, looking up at it. It slowed down to a trickle and almost stopped. We noticed activity above and saw 3 dark, shadow figures (backside only) hold 3 large, flat rocks, pushing large rocks and boulders into the river, creating a dam in order to stop the flow. As we continued praying, they let go of the rocks, freaked out when we spoke Jesus’ name, and fled out the front of our building and down the street, out of town. We saw these rocks and boulders start to crumble and fall away, while a great flow of water rushed through, pushing them like they were nothing, rolling away, some down the waterfall, all to disappear. The blockage was gone. We felt a release and saw the waterfall flow freely. While we were watching, it divided into two large waterfalls.<br />
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<br />We looked at each other in amazement and started talking about what we were seeing. God gave William the interpretation:<br />
<br />Since people were speaking to us this past month about “watch out for January, the money will stop flowing in”, we started to worry too much about finances, thus taking on doubt (thus the demons blocking the flow). The 3 dark figures represented the spirits of doubt, fear, and lack. They were trying to stop what God was trying to do in here by us speaking of lack. As we prayed, God released the waters, scattered the enemy and their plots, releasing a double-flow into our ministry. We won’t see it right away, but it is coming. We are to walk in faith, believing what God said at the beginning, that He started this business and that He will provide all that we need, an abundance – double portion. A double-portion means: Deut. 21:17 (the right of Christ (right-hand) is ours!), 2nd Kings 2:9. God blessed the earth – we have a double-portion of what is here – we believe without seeing (Heb. 11:1) what He is doing in our lives. Is. 61:6-8.<br /><br /><br />
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